..right..here.*.waiting

Emo Day :)

2009-11-01T19:12:00.000+08:00

Sitting on that long chair today, watching people right in front me, it really surprised me and show me how human beings can be. Im amazed and felt very relieved to have met people like these.

It helps me to reflect myself that why people can do all these when I can't. So many people having problems at this point of time, and I can't do much to help.

Sometimes, I don't know what you're thinking or expressing. Im afraid of falling deeper and causing some problems here and there. I think more importantly is that, Im thinking about it more and more. Ughhhhhhh.

Emo day. :) Take care everyone.

Cambodia, Captain's ball, Colspah's birthday surprise

2009-10-14T12:24:00.000+08:00

Just realize the title of my post all starts with a 'C'. This is my 500th post. Hahaha. Coooolll, long way to write until this long though. :) Im back from Cambodia. I know all of you miss me! Hehehe. Pictures are still not ready yet since I need to get from Ali and Harald. But I have a few from Harald.

The 1 week spent in Cambodia was filled with joy, happiness and memories. Really bonded with people I needed to bonded with and found new friends as well. Laughed alot even though I was sick. Our group of five were all sick, sick togetherness. Hahahaha! Lazy to type everything that happened there but you can ask me personally, I'll tell you then. Let some of the pictures do the talking~

Captain's ball yesterday. Not bad, our IIT school went into the Finals against TPSU. We lost but its ok. In my heart, we are still the champions :D IIT IS BOOM BOOM POW MAN! WOOOO!! After captain's ball, Emilie wanted me to go to the clubroom. So I decided to go later for them to prepare. Hahaha! They are preparing their birthday surprise for me. So sweet of them right? Pictures are with Kenny. So after surprising and all my blur actions and crap, we went to Tampines to eat PastaMania. :D Then we went to take pictures together. So cute la all the pictures. Love COLSPAHIANS!

Specially to all the people who came, thank you for the surprise! I was really touched that you all came from so far away to come and celebrate for me. Really really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. LOVE ALL OF YOU :D Thank you thank you thank you!! Take care all! Update soon.

I think I think too much sometimes. It's impossible but I just want to think of the impossibles.

Marina Barrage, Cambodia gifts and travelling with the Time Traveller's Wife

2009-10-02T00:33:00.000+08:00

Marina Barrage again for me. :) With Gloria, Jane, Qian, Ali, Yiru and Jolene. It was a fun trip other than the flying and crawling insects! Haha. We learnt how to fly a kite. Took many pictures that are with Qian. Had a good time playing Thing-A-Ma-Bots. Hahaaha!

Then, the next day, met Harald, Sk, Azlan and Ali. Qian joined us, hahaha. It was fun chatting and seeing them again. I can't wait for the Cambodia trip this Sunday. But I heard that there was a typhoon in Cambodia and my mom's so easily worried for me. Haha! She's just like that, but of course, I still love her.

After shopping around for the gifts for the Cambodia kids, the 5 of us except Azlan went to watch the Time Traveller's Wife. The guys, as expected didn't understand the meaning and the sadness of the show la. HAhahah! I was really touched by the sadness in the movie. Seriously. It was a nice show. :) Then, all of us headed back home. Ahhh, full 3 days of outing. Im tired.

Take care everyone. :D See you when Im back from Cambodia~

Colspah's FUN & SUCCESSFUL Outing :D

2009-09-29T02:07:00.000+08:00

Well well well, Colspah had their first successful and fun outing with their FAs. Thankfully, Thomas came and both FAs were there with us. Venue: Marina Barrage. My first time there and my second tomorrow. Haha. Going with the girls, Jane, Gloria, Joycelyn, Qian, Ali and Ruru. Yayyy! I can't wait. Hee hee. Well, I'll let the pictures do the talking. Thanks Avril girl for the pictures! For more information, visit Avril's blog. Teehee. :D

Happy birthday Daryl! :D Hope you had a great surprise. Hehe.

F1 Rocks Singapore Concert

2009-09-25T03:15:00.005+08:00

Wooooo. I just came back from F1 Rocks Singapore Concert. Thanks Fel for the tickets. It was an awesome concert @ Fort Canning Park. There were A-Mei, 张学友, 苏打绿 and 大嘴巴. I stood there for 7 hours ++ just to watch the concert and now my feet and back is aching to the max. Can you believe it? Me, going for a concert? I don't usually do stuff like that. Hahaah. & can you imagine us not drinking water for 5 hours?! Madness la.

After the concert, both of us chiong to Kopitiam and bloated ourselves with lots of water. HAHA. I seriously drank like there's no tmr and I finally get to sit properly and rest my back and feet.

Well, I got to know bands like 大嘴巴 and 苏打绿 better. & I saw this handsome guitarist from 苏打绿. He's called 家凱 and he's sooooooooooooooooooo cute! Omgosh, I couldn't stop looking at him, seriously. Haha.

A-mei's singing was as good as what I expected her to be. She's great and her music was LOUD AND ROCK MAN! Hahaha. I love it!

张学友's one was the BLAST. All the smoke, the popping of stuff.. WOW, I had a great time! Hahaha. & 张学友 is not some slow love song singer ok. HE SANG ROCK TODAY AND HE ROCKED THE STAGE TO THE MAX! :D & he has the voice of a rocker. Im so sure of that! Hahaha. We even had ENCORE where A-mei came out again and sang. Great man! That was so unexpected. Too bad those who left earlier because maybe they are not fans of 张学友 .

Im still in rock mode though. Heeeee~ The music blasted our ears till when everything ended, we couldnt really hear each other properly. Our legs were all soooooo wobbly and we couldn't walk properly. I felt like I am going to fall on the floor any moment because I was so dizzy. Hahaha!

Didn't get to take pictures because both of us didnt bring cameras. -.- We should la!!! Seriously. But I got some from this photographer who took many pictures for F1 Rocks Singapore Concert. He's called Andrew Timms. So here's credits to you :D

Enjoy everyone!

The Stage and Crowd

大嘴巴 DaMouth

Aisha! She's so cute!

A-mei, 歌唱天后

苏打绿, Omgosh, my favourite guitarist 家凱 ! So handsome!!

Leopard and their spots

2009-08-30T02:18:00.003+08:00

I finally get the meaning of this phrase, " a leopard never changes its spots". That's because they are born that way, but in relations to us human beings, the meaning is there but we are not born that way. We made ourselves that way. I really loathe these kind of people because they will never learn even through the hard way.

When I was young, I never once forget how my parents taught me. If I am in the wrong, I will either get a scolding or canning from my mom or dad. Why? Because this is how they think it is right to teach their kids. Without authority, they will climb over your head and sit on it, thinking that its their stool. Well, same to the adults. When you are wrong, you learn and don't make the same mistakes. However, there are times where we are careless, but we still learn how to apologize and say this 5 letter word, S-O-R-R-Y and learn to not make the same mistakes again. But that depends on how serious each mistake is seen to right?

If I made a tiny mistake of dropping food onto the floor when I am walking to the sink, I'd most probably make the same mistake again. But what if I made a big mistake that has caused a great impact to my family members and that impact, is not something young kids and teenagers like my age can take it?

I know that it takes time to heal those impacts made and to do that is to learn to change or not make that same mistake again right? But why must there be people who would repeat and repeat and repeat that same old damn mistake and not see that they are wrong?

Hope, thats something we always want to have in life. But when we hope too much, we get a bigger disappointment. I know that in life, we should not give up too easily, but there are some who will bound to crash that hope in you, that teeny weeny bit of hope..

I hate having to 'BUT' all the time. Still, a leopard never changes it spots because they are made that way. We are not leopards and will never be like them.

Movie night out, K, Basketball

2009-08-29T04:53:00.002+08:00

Ever since it was wednesday, havoc day came. Haha. I've been enjoying myself. Thank God for that and for going through every single exam with me. I was really glad it was over. :D

Wenesday night, down at Orchard, Plaza Sing. Catched the movie Turning Point. It was good man. :D Funny and enjoyable. Then after the movie, we slacked around and chat. It was nice chilling out together. Haha. Ohoh, there was ali, harald, shi kang and nicholas tan.

Nicholas left earlier so the 3 of us went to walk around. Haha. We were deciding where to go for a very long time and by then that was like 1am. Decided to go to starbucks to slack and we just sat there talking rubbish until 2am and we went home. HAHA.

Then came thursday, qian, ali and I went to sing K. Sing sing sing from 6pm-10pm. It was nice :D But I think the sound system or mike system sucks badly. Haha. Enjoyed myself alot.

Had basketball today, like finally. & WE GOT TO PLAY!!! YAYYYY!! Didn't get to play for like 2 weeks. Chat with the usual click and we went to had supper and then back home. It was great working out. I WANNA PLAY MORE BBALL AND SWIM NOW! WOOOOO~ :D

Ok, take care all. Im gonna enjoy my holidays especially on monday because IM GOING TO GENTING WITH FEl, SHI LING, DIANA AND MY BELOVED AH MA! WHeeeEEEeeee~ So excited, my first trip without adults, as in literally, even though my grandma is going. Hehehehehe.

Yiru's 18th!

2009-08-15T00:18:00.001+08:00

Sorry for this late post but HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY YIRU! :D We met up together with Qian and Ali at Parkway and we had Aijisen for lunch. Before that, it was a gift opening session for our dear Yiru.

Her nice card :)
These are playing cards and its nice because they are not in rectangular forms but circle ones!

This is a nice butterfly cup! & we were so lucky because Yiru likes butterflies!

3 of us!

Qian with Yiru!

Ali and Yiru!

Yiru and ME!

The birthday girl!

A dessert treat for our dear birthday girl!

Haha. We even sang her a birthday song softly! Hahahaha. Then we went to Diva to see some earrings. & we each got a pair :) cute ones! Then we went looking around for basketball. Didn't find any leather ones so we decided to go to Macs outside to slack around.

Guess what? We kept taking pictures! Ok, more like me. I kept playing around with Yiru's camera and I took many stupid shots. HAHA. Then we all took group photos and made stupid faces as usual. :D

Then we parted with Yiru because she's gonna meet her bf! We went to Katong Shopping Centre to meet Jane because we're going to go sing K! Omgosh, I haven't done that for a long long time! It was nice and fun! We should go earlier next time!

Other than that, school's been fine. No more projects, like finally! WOoooo~ Got some of my project results back. I think most of them are ok! But the final year exams can help bring them higher! Thank God, really. :) FOM's test was alright even though I heard so many different answers. Haha.

Went to catch 2 movies this week, Overheard and Where got ghost. Overheard was kind of weird because most of us got lost and we didn't know what it was talking about. But the action part was great. Daniel Wu and Gu Tian Le ARE SO HANDSOME!!! After Overheard, my friends and I wanted to catch another movie. Haha. & there weren't any staff if the movie tending the outside of the theatres and we left by the front, so there was a chance for us to watch another movie without them knowing.

That movie that we were supposed to watch was G.I.Joe! I so wanted to watch that!!! But in the end, because I had FOM test the next day, Ali and I decided not to and so we left while the others watched instead. Haha.

Where got ghost is a super hilarious movie. But unless you understand Hokkien, you wouldn't understand the jokes they are showing. It comprises of 3 parts and it was great. I even asked my mom and dad to go catch that movie together. hahaha.

Yesterday, had a basketball with Jennifer. It was great seeing her again where we talked so much with her American accent. hahaha. Then, came qian and ali. As we continued playing, Jesper also came. Then we had some disputes between this guy who insisted on letting them play soccer when the basketball court obviously had a sign saying, " NO SOCCER HERE". We talked sense and logic but he didn't seem to care and gave stupid excuses of like they talked to other basketball people who played here to let them play soccer here and why cant we be like them and saying that he played here for almost 20 years. That was crap man! & they said it wasn't their problem if we were injured by their soccer ball.

So thereafter, I got hit quite a few times but I didn't say anything until it got worse when the ball was kicked real hard onto Jenn's face on the right. The impact was so hard because we heard the loud slam and thats it, we called the police down. They came and said that they couldn't do anything because the rules are set by the town council and we can lodge a complain there but they can only help by asking this group of malay soccer people to leave.

My whole mood was screwed up by them. Didn't felt like playing anymore and thereafter, we went to Old Airport Road to have dinner. Haha. Had fun chatting and disturbing Jenn. :) It was a great time spent with all of them. I hope her head's ok! & she's leaving again at the end of the month till the end of the year and thats when she returns!

I also hope by then, our dear Ali and Qian are able to drive already :D & we can go out and have fun together! Hehehe. I really can't wait. Gotta study for my exams next week. Take care everybody :) Tot ziens!

Jennifer's back!

2009-07-28T00:56:00.003+08:00

Welcome back Jenn! Omgosh, I miss her alot! It was really fun and great meeting her. She's still the same, laughing like a crow and active. :) Ohoh, the only change is in her accent. hahaha. It was really fun disturbing her accent though.

Met her on Sunday and we went to catch The Hangover with Alicia and Ziqian. Was quite sad Ruru couldn't come but Im sure there are other opportunities. The Hangover was funny and thats so obvious since its a comedy movie. Well, before that we had fun chatting around and talking about US and Singapore. Hahaha.

I can't wait to see her again on Friday to play basketball. The best news is she's going to be back till January! Wooooo~ & we're so gonna take more pictures together, Jenn!! I still have an old picture with her and I felt that we looked like we were doing some toothpaste ad since our teeth were so white! hahaha.

Other than her, hahaha, school is still the same. Projects are less vexing and Im so happy with that. But I still wish that holidays would arrive now! So that I can rest, play and exercise. :D I wanna swim so badly!! Hahaha.

Ali and me got our very own Kobe shirt. OMGOSH, I was super happy la! :D I wanna have more other kinds of those shirts. Anyway, take care all. After this week, we'll be so much free-er!

Oh, and I apologize to church kias for not being able to attend and be projectionist for Sunday's service. I'm really sorry if I actually caused any trouble. Please forgive me.

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!

2009-07-18T14:36:00.002+08:00

I watched my most anticipated movie, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. It was great and there were more laughing scenes than before. I LOVE IT! :D I heard from many Harry Potter fans that the movie wasn't what they actually wanted it to be since they read the book (for so many times, maybe) already. 4 stars rated for this movie and I enjoyed it.

The queue for this movie was crazy. Luckily, Alicia got the seats for us online. We wont have to waste time queueing up. Thanks ali! Watched this movie with Ali, Qian and Dion :) Even though, Im already reading the harry potter series for a second time now, I watched the movie like it was a movie, not having any basis on the book.

If you ask me whether I want to watch the movie again, I'd say YES :D Hahaha. I think the nicest part of our outing was discussing the whole movie and the books that were before and after this movie. Haha. There were many parts that non-readers of Harry Potter do not understand. I shan't destroy the anticipation of others by telling what happened in that movie. So go watch and enjoy it.

Other than that, projects now, are less taxing than before. Im so happy about it. :D The rest of the projects are much less difficult than CSAD. The phase 2 of CSAD really got us crazy man. Hahaha. Nonetheless, I still enjoyed those project times with Ali, Sk and Azlan. It was crazy! Haha. We could stay till late in the labs and SK will go crazy, doing all his famous nonsense of 'Poker face' dance. HAHA! Thinking of it now, makes me laugh. Well, not just him, I think I've become more nonsensical now. Haha. Ali kept saying that she has tolerated me for a very long time but it still brought laughters to her. RIGHT SEBAI? Hahaha.

Jennifer's back! Omgosh, I miss her so much! I can't wait to meet her again. Yiru, if you see this, we've have to meet her ok!! Hahaha. Jenn's planning some outing together. I was thinking of getting most of the friendship club members but it might be kind of hard. Not forgetting Liping as well. She's always trying to get us to meet, but it's so hard ):

Oh well, sorry for the long post. Haha. Anyway, take care everyone. Im gonna enjoy my rest :D Teehee. I wanna read Harry Potter's series again! MERLIN'S BEARD!! Hahaha. BYE~

Projects now are not like 1+1=2

2009-07-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

Phase 2 submission for CSAD. That was like my limit. Not sleeping for more than 24 hrs and both Ali and me looked like some panda that came out from the zoo. It was crazy and when Im sleepy I started saying things I do not even understand. I became very very drowsy and I couldn't get anything right inside my head. However, we still manage to pull through all the way till 4pm when I went to school for submission of CSAD.

After submission, I was looking so forward to a good sleep and I really did have one. I slepy from 5 plus in the afternoon until the next day at 10am. If every project is going to be this crazy, I think I might as well join the MH. Haha. I really cannot stand people who don't do their work now. I have a phobia of it already and IM SICK OF DOING OTHER'S WORK FOR THEM AND GIVING THEM THE CREDIT. Enough is enough. Im sure some of my classmates understand what Im talking about.

We are humans and have limits. We are not transformers or terminators. Poor ali, after the project submission she still had to go for driving. Poor her.

We cannot wait till last minute work anymore. So, I want to start things early. Actually, we weren't last minute if so many problems didn't show signs of faulty-ness. Forget it. What's over is over. THANK GOD THAT CSAD Phase 2 is finished. Don't think we will do very well though, our design is not very nice. ): We did our best already la.

Must really thank Ali. She helped me alot during this project. THANKS WOMAN! You're always my SEBAI.

Not forgetting SK and Azlan who are always ready to help us :D

I really feel damn damn happy finishing CSAD Phase 2 since itcontains the most marks. Alright, tmr's a new start for projects. JIAYOU EVERYONE! FIGHT FIGHT TO THE END.

I can't wait for HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE MAN!!!! 16th july 16th july.

Take care all. God bless. How I hope that my other projects are as easy as 1 + 1. Hahaha. But thats so dumb. LOL! CIAOS~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DION AND AMBER!!

2009-06-27T13:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIONNNNNNNN!!!! :D 18 already! like finally!! hahaha. May you do well in your A levels this year and find a boyfriend soon! Hahahaha. I hope that you will enjoy this special day to the max ok? :D

Celebrated Amber's birthday yesterday at Sakura. Enjoyed all the chatting and laughing together :) Pictures are all with Qian, visit her blog for them. haha.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMBER!! :) One year older and one year wiser. Hope that you and sd will stay happy and lovely together and also, our friendship together will last. Finally, 16 so go catch your NC16 show soon! Take care!

Went to play basketball with my classmates on thursday. It was fun! But I didnt play well. Haha. We kept laughing at bernard and sk who did stupid things all the time! Harald was so accurate with his shooting. Hahaha. Azlan and Jiajin came to play too. But left after a while. We had dinner together and the retarded-ness just went on. Haha. I hope to have more class time together. Bonding togetherness. :)

Handed in DSAG Assignment. Super happy. Got back my FOM results for individual project and term test. Did ok and thank God for that :D Other than that, more projects to be done soonn. Im gonna go try out my Sims game :D Take care all!

Action speaks louder than words.

2009-06-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

Action speaks louder than words, that is so true. However, there are some who aren't like that.

Flared up recently and I might be in the wrong for being so worked up, but Im not angry for no reason.

I know that as a family we should forgive and forget but living under the same roof for years since birth, there can be quarrells here and there.

Harsh words are always coming from people closest to you. Yet they are the closest, they can be the most hurtful people.

The main thing here is, do you even know what wrong are you at? If you are, you wouldn't be argueing with me. You know your own temper too. You can be so sarcastic that its so hard to bear. Saying out those words are easy, retrieving them back is hard. How can you be so free and easy when your deadline of work is near? I dont know. I think I've shown enough anger and concern for that already.

You always say you need to do this to do that. But are you even doing it or not? Are you putting any effort into it? Enough.

PlayMax

2009-06-15T21:17:00.001+08:00

Im sure there are many people out there missing me. Hahaha. Im back!

Went out on Saturday with the girls to my church's event, PlayMax. It was really fun to play to the max! Played a couple of boardgames there and we wanted to try the ExtremeMax games but we missed the timing for it. ): Nonetheless, we still enjoyed ourselves. Thanks Jane, Gloria, Qian and Ali for coming! Even though Jane and Gloria had to leave earlier, I was happy that they came to show their support. :D

Most importantly, THANK YOU AMANDA for taking my group and being our host for PlayMax event. You were great :D Love you!

Yea, as you can see, we planned to wear I SUPPORT shirt together again. Hahaha. Its fun to always organize a day to wear the same shirt. hahaha. Love them! Oh and after PlayMax, I went to my grandma's place because its her birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH PO!

I miss Yiru! ahha. Haven't talked to her in ages and she seems busy. YIRU, when you're free, contact us ok!

I miss Gerrie too! Haven't talked to him in ages as well. Take care Gerrie!

Other than that, life's been great. Enjoying myself and reading lots of Harry Potter books. Caught Ghosts of My Girlfriends Past and it was great :D Im dreading for the start of school.

Going out with C191 tmr! Hope we'll enjoy ourselves. Take care all. Tot ziens! ;D

HOLIDAYS MUAHAHA~

2009-06-07T14:26:00.001+08:00

Hellllooooooooo everybody. Sorry for the long away-ness. Im finally back :) becauseeee.. EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRR!!!

Although its just the term tests, I feel so happy that its the holidays. But then again, holidays might not be what I thought it was. Hahah. So retarded. I have projects to do during the holidays and its not just one but MANY!

Haven't been playing basketball. But right after exams, I have been playing basketball consecutively for 3 days. Shiokness. :D Anyway, there are so many plans for holidays as well. Cant wait to meet my netballers, go for class outing and seeing Fel again. Hope Qian and Fel are safe in aussie.

OHOH, & Roland Garros French Open. IM SUPER HAPPY FEDERER WON AGAIN!!! But he hasn't been playing very well, that wasn't his best match though. I was also expecting Safina to win but nope, Kuznetsova won.

NBA Finals: Lakers leads 1 game against Orlando Magic.

This is from espn.com : "This is the fourth time in his career that Kobe Bryant has scored at least 500 points in a single playoff year. Only one other player in NBA history scored 500-plus points in four different playoff seasons. Michael Jordan did it eight times. "

Kobe is great man. At least 500 points lehh!!!! WOOOO. Go Lakers!! Ok, take care everbody. God bless.

Random

2009-05-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

Updates updates. Im starting to feel guilty saying something before. Why would I need to doubt that person? I should have trust and not doutful words or thoughts.

Sometimes, I tend to stone and ponder over things that are beyond my limits. What do I get in the end? The thought of feeling useless and helpless.

"If only I was.. If only I could.. If only I am able to.." All these thoughts isn't going to get you anywhere. Even so, I wouldn't try to not think about feeling useless. Haha. So ironic right?

This is chim-inology. SO many projects. Omgosh, I don't even want to know when are the submission dates! & term tests are coming as well. SO FAST LA. & its been about 1 month since school started. Doesn't feel like it.

I want to be other-people centered. But its always so hard when it comes to project groups. Haha. Thats something very hard for everybody I guess.

Updates soon again. Take care everybody. :)

Grasping to the last end until hope appears again.

Sharifah's 18th birthday!

2009-05-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY SHARIFAH :D

Sharifah and her boyfriend :D

Left to right: Chocolate chip, Imran!!!, Me, Yong Jie
Left to right: Choon Wei, Eugene, Shar's bf, Shar, Yong Jie

Left to right: Yong jie, Chocolate chip, Choon Wei, Shar and Me

retarded! :D

CW & SHAR!

CHOCOLATE CHIP!

YONG JIE!
& AGAIN

:D - :)

Thats all for updates :) Haha.

Esther's 21st birthday!

2009-05-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

Today is just updates. :) Firstly, it's finally ESTHER'S 21ST BIRTHDAY! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOO~ Ok. Pictures time. I had lots of fun la. Chatted with the cousins and played board games. :D Ticket to ride, ugly doll and three in a crime I think. Ugly doll is still as exciting as ever. The more people joining in, the more fun.

Anyway, before pictures of it, these are pictures when we celebrated Angeline's birthday :D

Amanda and Angeline!

The delicious cake!

Marianne and Chris!

Amanda!

Melissa!

Us :D

NEXT IS EST'S 21ST BIRTHDAY PICTURES!!

Family Love. :D Im so happy we have a family picture together!

Cousins love :D

Cupcakes!!

3 cakes for her! Hahahah. Strawberry shortcake. ITS DELICIOUS!

First cake!

Second!

Third!

Food!

Yummy!

Uncle Guan!

Steph Wunnie!

Wun Didi and Gavin(extra =X)

Ju!

Est! The birthday girl!

Fel! Est's Big SIS!

Est's Daddy! Uncle Ricky!

Eunice and Sam!

Esther!

The balloon colours are pretty!

LOVE BALLONS!!!

Today I had my first communion. It was so exciting!!!!! But I kind of feel weird joining everybody. Don't know why but it was fun because my family and I had our first communion together :)

Thats all for updates :D Tomorrow's morning lecture by kalamsha. Omgosh, I hope I wont fall asleep. Hahaha. Take care all. God bless!

Sometimes its hard to give up on certain things, but I do hope you will let go soon, my friend.

School

2009-05-02T12:35:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating that often. School has been tiring me out when I have lessons @ 9am everyday! Omgosh and the moment when I'm home, I start to feel very tired. Nonetheless, I still enjoyed the company of my friends who are still creating jokes here and there, making me laugh all the time. :D

Im quite upset because most of my lecturers are really boring. Some don't even vary their tones when they talk and no matter how early I sleep, when I go for lectures, I would slowly doze off. ):

Other than that, I had fun during Marketing lecture and I do like my tutorial teachers for Marketing and FOM. They are not that bad. :) Yayyy.

Have been playing basketball recently. Once with my own friends, then with alicia's freshies and then with my own friends again. I want to have more basketball time! Oh, & Im still considering if I should join taekwondo as my CCA again.

Had a fun time last Sunday when we celebrated Angeline's birthday! Why? Because I went to wipe chocolate cake on her face and she started chasing after me and in the end, I had chocolate cake on my face and my jacket!! Hahaha. Then in the night, my uncle, aunts and their kids came over to my place for dinner and we watched the Star Awards together. We had fun laughing and discussing about who will win and stuff. I enjoy family time :D

Celerating Est's 21st birthday! It's her big day :D Well, I wish her here that she will enjoy this birthday to the max and as she grow older, that she will find true happiness and joy in life and be successful in future. God bless you, the cousin I love :)

Mother's day is coming as well. What should I get for mom? Haha. She seems to have everything already and what more? Hmmmm..

Anyway, I miss talking to Yiru and Gerrie! Haven't met yiru for a long time!! When wanna meet? :D & to gerrie, I haven't been talking much or properly to you. We still need to have that skype session togehter! hahahaha. & Im really really happy that you might have fallen in love again :D I heard that Dylan Quek was transferred to SP. ): Sad to hear that because I still want to have random lunch sessions with him!

Other than that, Im doing great and well. Need to arrange an outing with C245 also! But that will be when am I free! Hahaha. Desmond Tay keep asking me when Im free when I told him I wanted the outing and in the end, I am the one who isn't free =X Hahaha. Sorry Desmond! This week this week k!

Alright, take care everybody! Gerrie ITS YOUR TURN TO UPDATE!!! & I really hope the weather would turn for the better.

Freshmen Orientation @ TP & Sentosa

2009-04-19T00:06:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the long missing in action, I am back!! From FO camp and it was great. I had alot of fun with everybody and got to bond with alot more others as well. :) Desmond and Louise were grouped with me for FO.

First of all, I got C245 as my caregroup and the course is IMI(Interactive Media Informatics). First day, was quite a new and unfriendly day because everybody were not close to each other and its kind of hard for them to bond so quickly. :) Even though I was quite disappointed because there were some committee who mention some things, but afterall, everybody was great!

Can you believe it?! I was chosen to be a helper for nightwalk. It was my first time scaring people off and I enjoyed it alot. Haha. For the very first time, I lost my voice because of screaming. Enjoyed alot man.

Second day was the best. I was in-charge of C245's stations and sadly Desmond and Louise have to help out at other stations. Bonded alot with C245. They were all so enthusiastic and on for everything. We had praises from every station we went and Im realy proud of all C245 members. You guys were great, LOVE ALL OF YOU LA! We were totally wet from top to bottom and Im sure all of them had alot of fun. Then everybody in LT4 started to get hyped up and the cheering from IMI was very very LOUD!!! Yes, thats the spirit man! First time, I went to the auditorium and I think it was really cool la.

IMI's performance for "Final Showdown" was super cute and great. We were the loudest, I think even though we did not have the most number of people like Dip IT or MWC. Im so proud of all IMI freshies. :D

Third day, Regatta was quite ok. I tried my best to row for dragon boat and even though we were not in the top 3, Im still proud of every single one of them. We're winners forever in my heart. :D IT IS XAT XAT EH~ Cheered my lungs out and went back for de-briefing. Sadly, I didn't get to take down my freshies contacts because I was busy with something else. ): & everyone left so quickly. I thought they would stay behind to ask me to eat dinner together or something. Oh well. Anyway, Jade suddenly came over to hug me and said thanks for everything. WAH, that really melted my heart. I was very touched. :D Thanks Jade, you were great too.

& to all C245 people, you all are my best freshies ever! :) Join IITSC to see me often ok! Hahaha.

Went for dinner with Jane, Gloria, Ali, Joycelyn, Leslie, Ye Sheng and alot more others. Had a fun time laughing and chatting la. :)

Went to sentosa today! I was late but I did manage to play some volleyball and chatted around with Jane and Gloria. Thanks for accompanying me you two! :D Went off at around 6pm and went over to Vivo for dinner. We went off on our own =X Haha. Sorry to the rest. But we went to say byebye to rest before leaving and ended up staying for at least 30-45mins saying goodbye or more like chatting, taking pictures, laughing and thinking of new poses. Hahaha. I had a lot of fun. Seriously!

More updates soon. School's starting tomorrow and I have lessons everyday at 9am. My timetable makes my mood for school to be really draggy la. Whatever it is, I've got no choice! So take care everybody and I really really hope my voice will come back!!!!!!! Haha. Long they all ask me to sing Ah Du's song because of my hoarse voice. Hahaha and I became Xiao du. :D Tot ziens!

To know and say...

2009-04-04T18:12:00.001+08:00

I feel so disappointed. In a sense that, how come such things would make me feel disappointed. I tried to look on the good side but you know how much the bad side wants to override your brain.

I've come to know and see many things clearly.

I think I am also crazy to think of all these, but of those who know me, the questions, the knowing, the calls or even just the smses, can make my day.

Im tired.. tired of feeling this way. Maybe you and you and you and you, should be one day of me.

Shit, why am I so emo?

So many things to settle about. Useless, Im just that useless because I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT ANYTHING. SHIT.

Life and Death.

2009-04-03T03:57:00.000+08:00

I was just thinking how am I gonna write what happened. But I think Im still in shock, maybe I'll explain another time.

The first thing that came to my mind when it happened was, "Was I gonna die?" Stupid Fel, keep laughing at me when I told her that. Haha. But I guess that was quite funny. To me, this sentence still floats in my mind.

Whatever it is, I can still remember the smell, the spinning, the heat and the worried voices and people I could think of. Thank God, thank God, thank God, thank God.. thank God. Im really thankful. Thank You Father.

Sorry to mom, daddy, ah yi, ah po, uncle goon, mei, ah ma, uncle ricky, da gu, amanda, kiatz and nicholas au. Sorry for making you all worry. Im fine now.

Take care all. Bye.

BBQ @ ECP

2009-03-25T02:01:00.001+08:00

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAZHANG AND JUE YING :D May you two have fun on your very special day and that your wishes will come true. God bless!

Ok, Im really slacking so much. I practically did nothing almost everyday. Gosh! Ok updates. Had bbq with the people in the pictures on Sunday below! We took the chance to celebrate Zhang's birthday :)

The man!

Making his wish!

Look at what the guys did to the ice box -.-

Jeremy with Chicken wings!

Justin!

Kiatz!

Cj!

Weird Weilong!

Kazhang!

Leslie!

Ali!Jesper.. praying? -.-

Us! Jeremy, Justin and Kazhang!

Kiatz, Jeremy, Alvin, Justin, Jesper and Cj ( Cj is acting cut, OMGOSH!)

Had a fun time laughing here and there. It was a great time. Thanks Kazhang for asking a bbq. You all are the best. :D

On Saturday, went over to my grandma's place and headed over to Steph's place to stayover. Went for a run and basketball. Running was shiok. This was the first time after my runs that I actually was ready for a run and felt super relaxed and shiok running. I felt like going on forever! :) But I had my limits. It was really really great and I think its because of after the rain. Shiok man.

Basketball was crazy because it was so dark, we couldn't see anything! Then we went back to bathe and headed out for prata. It's crazy man. Prata at what, 3am? hahaha. Then went back at 4 plus. Thats about it.

Today and yesterday, I did nothing but slack in front of the tv, if not you would see me napping. I wanna go running again! Maybe tmr. :) I really want to find a job or something but there isn't any though. Boringggggggggg. Ok, hope ali and qian are having fun and looking out for cute jap guys. Hahahaha. Kidding! Eh lili, don't jealous ok! :D

Take care all. Shall update soon! :)

That shouldnt be words coming out from you. Those aren't things we can help with but shouldn't you think about things carefully before spilling them out? How about others? They do care about such things too and you're not helping with anything. This sucks.

Basketball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-19T01:41:00.007+08:00

Basketball is madness now. Almost everyday, I think I will play basketball. Haha. I don't feel that I exercised enough. Seriously.

Went to visit my grandma's sworn sister yesterday, which is Bryce's grandmother. She just went through an operation. Kind of worried for her but I know she's in safe hands. :) Get well soon yi po. Didn't get to see Shermeen jie, but I know shes doing fine. Hope to hear from her more. & Bryce limmmmm, hahaha, he's forever just cracking jokes here and there. Went gym with my sister too. But she didn't even run -.- She ran for like 2 mins or something and said she couldn't carry on anymore. HAHA. So funny, then we sat outside at the pool to chat. Gyming was like what, 30 mins? HAHA, its retarded.

Ruru has a new pup! Omgosh, its super cute. I wanna meet her dog!! Not forgetting her of course. Hahaha. I've been feeling really tired recently. Ugh, I couldn't wake up early as well. Earliest was 10am. Hahaha.

Might basketball again tomorrow. & I can't wait for the meeting with Physox people. :D Over at brother's place, ps3 and movies! Yay! Everybody is so busy :( But WHY AM I LIKE THE ONLY ONE FREE. hahahaha.

I wanna read half-blood prince again! Gahhh, & I should start playing my guitar again. Im getting rusty or find some piano scores to play! I haven't finish my Jay Zhou's 枫. Qian and Ali's gg for their japan trip soon. Will miss them loads!

Alright, take care everybody! Stay healthy! Tot ziens!

Random:

Sometimes I wonder why,
Why do I care so much,

When its already dead long ago,

Just small details get me going to think or stone over it,

Maybe thats what they say, emo times. Haha.

To Gerrie,
Its been a great time chatting with you and all even though we haven't even met in real life or anything. But whatever it is, I am always here supporting you and willing to help you. You're really one great person! :)

& to brother,
thanks for being so nice la. Always helping me and everything. Even though, I've known you for quite long already and that I only got closer with you recently, Im still happy knowing you :D You're the best la. Physox Physox rock our socks! Hope to know you brother/cousie more. Hahaha.

CUI

2009-03-16T01:48:00.002+08:00

THIS IS FOR BROTHER!

Grandpa & Ah Yi's Birthday, TKPS Chalet & OLTC!

2009-03-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the missing in action. I was so tied up with events. Let me update all of you :D

Firstly, its my grandfather 91st and aunt's 50th birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG AND AH YI!! My beloved family members :)

Ah yi and Ah Gong!

Ah Gong's chocolate tiramisu cake!

Ah yi's strawberry shortcake!

Again :)

LOVE YOU AH GONG!

Sam Wunnie and Wun Didi. HAHA

ESTHER. CUI. hahaha.

We were imitating Sam's smile. Sam Wunnie, Steph Wunnie and Me!

Us again.

You think you can look slimmer like this Steph wunnie? :D

On Tuesday, went for TKPS' chalet at Aloha Loyang. Saw many tkps friends and brd friends. It was great to see everybody changed and some stayed the same. I saw someone whom I couldn't regconize, it was Patricia. Omgosh, I was so happy to see her. You know how much fun times I had with her, Chun Ying and Liu Xing?

I still remember, we were in Modern Dance together. We were always like together, hanging out and they would take great care of me because I was just like a little sister to them. I miss them so much!

I also recalled Liu Xing staying opposite my house block and we would shout to each other across our houses. IT WAS SO FUNNY! Haha. She would invite me to her house to slack, do homework and chat around. Love her man!

Even up till meeting them, they were still as nice and still taking good care of me when I was at the chalet. They were the best. Sadly, Patricia is back in Thailand already. Hope to meet up with Liu Xing more, she stays sooooo near me! :)

Patricia!

Liu Xing!

Fen Di!

3 of us!

Had OLTCamp from 11th to the 13th. Didn't had the interest and excitement in going at first. I dreaded so much to go for camp but in the end, I went. I was being so emo and quiet, not my usual self and I thought to myself, why should I be the only one being so emo la. So I started opening up later on and started talking to my new friends. :)

Best of it is that, I started to get closer with each of them, bonding here and there, cracking jokes and laughing together. I still like wet station games and final clash the best! Not only that, I think I was the most blur person in the group and I always did stupid things -.- Hahaha. But I had fun laughing at them! Laughed so much in camp because of the people in the picture below. Happy to know them better, not forgetting Wicked Sick and the rest. Night walk was also fun with the blindfolding part :D

The usual us, Danial as Bobby Brown, Raymond as my BROTHER, Zura :) and Farah as Hajimunni

Thats about it. I need to exercise badly!!! & I need to get my healthy diet back! Thanks to brother that now Im addicted to Girls Generation. -.- Im not lesbian ok, I just like the song and how they dance. Hahaha. Alright, Im sleeping early. Need to get the habit back of waking up early! LASTLY..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS TAN!!!

May you enjoy this happy 19th birthday of yours to the fullest and that your wishes will come true. It was really great knowing you and even getting to know you better. You are the best la. :D

HBO FAN

2009-03-05T16:08:00.001+08:00

Okay, Im turning into a HBO fan right now. Hahaha. I just watched "Gridiron Gang" and "Beneath" yesterday. All of you should go catch them some where if you get to watch them. They are really good shows. :D

Beneath is abit of a horror show though. But its good. I like the drawing alot. Its really nicely drawn. :D Can you believe it? I haven't stepped out of the house to go out or something. Ok, more on friday. Haha. I went to do shooting yesterday but I couldn't understand why I was so exhausted. A while in the sun was almost draining my energy away. But I could feel abit of aches here and there on my arms and legs.

Not bad training :D Just shooting for a while, I went to rest, shoot again and went to rest and went home. Did perspire, no doubt about that and it felt good :) Have been waking up really early and I slept at 8pm yesterday all the way till 4am in the morning today. Couldn't get back to sleep after a while of tossing here and there.

On a random thought:
Forgiving, thats something hard to do for people who have hidden those anger or unhappiness in their hearts for a long time. Maybe not hidding, showing it all the time is also something I won't deny. Well, its easy to hide or show, but its even harder to tell or say. You get this tight and hard feeling that you can't explain about. When you tried to speak up, it just wouldn't get no where.

Then again, when it comes, like trying to speak up, nono, it would turn to SHOUTING. Would things get anywhere here too? No and yes. Different people react differently. Whatever it is, as time goes by, when the truth reflects, then maybe, forgiving would turn easier. You don't get that crammed up feeling in your heart no more.

So people, don't blame people who cannot forgive. First and foremost, you were in it too. So share the pain, don't let the other half or other person bear them all. & if you've gone through all that, move on.

Thats about it. Meeting Amanda tomorrow for lunch :D Miss her. Definitely for basketball training tomorrow. Mummy was talking about getting me new sports shoes!! Yay! Almost went swimming today until my aunt cancelled it. I wanna swim! Might go running later. See ya'll.

HBO

2009-03-03T17:04:00.001+08:00

Amazingly, I woke up at 7am. WOOOOOOOOOO. Had breakfast and slacked in front of the tv watching movies from HBO. I think I've watched at least 3-4 good movies from there.

There's one today from 7am-9am, "Without Limits". That is a really really good and motivating movie. I was so motivated from what it talked about. " A race isn't about winning. Its about running to the limits of your own human body. " Woah, Im getting that point now. Sometimes, we just wanna go all way out to win. This does not just apply to running, it applies to almost everything that needs you to win. & the lead person running in here is Billy Crudup. He's also really handsome, just that he's ageing now, turning 41 this year. Not forgetting, Monica Potter, she's really pretty! :)

Movie Poster.

When they were really young, Monica Potter and Billy Crudup.
Billy Crudup in Without Limits

Monica Potter

Another good movie was, "Shoot 'Em Up". It's about this baby and woman who are gonna be killed by people due to some reasons and Smith(Clive Owen), the lead in the show has to protect them. Quite of both a comedy and action. Not bad though. :D

Last movie I watched was, "Catch and Release". Jennifer Garner is in it. I was just observing about her mouth and what was pretty about her. At first, I felt that she looked like a bird with that lips she got. It was almost she had a beak or something, ok, Im exaggerating. Small beak ok. Hahaha. But then, when she smiled, I think all that beak thing was gone from my head :D She looks really good smiling. Haha.

Anyway, the movie was a romance one where she starred as a lady who lost her fiancé. Then she starts to find out things she didnt know about her fiancé and it was kind of horrible. ): But anyway, she starts to fall in love with her fiancé's good friend and there it wenttttt. & her fiancé's good friend IS REALLY HANDSOME ( Timothy Olyphant). Seriously! & somewhat, after checking out his pictures in yahoo.com.sg, I think he's turned really old. But check out this picture, when he was in this movie Catch and Release:

Timothy Olyphant & Jennifer Garner

Thats all. Did nothing today. I wanna start reading books! READ EM. Hahaha. It's raining almost everyday. Boring. I wanna work! Take care all. Bye!

Girls night & Movie night out!

2009-03-02T01:19:00.001+08:00

Friday night was fun, there was Joycelyn, Jane, Gloria, Ali and Ruru all over at Qian's house for our girls night together. Played Bohnanza and we had a great time laughing around and psycho-ing each other to trade or donate the card so that we could close the deal and all. Everybody liked the game :) Thanks Sam Wunnie for lending me those great boardgames you've got.

Had chicken rice for dinner and we went back for more boardgames. Practically, the whole time, we were playing Bohnanza, followed by chats and sleeping at 5am. I was so tired, woke up at 11am when everybody were almost done with bathing. Haha. Ruru and Ali left early and the rest of us continued to play Bohnanza till 12.45pm. Thanks Qian for the stayover, it was a great bonding session.

Saturday, I went home, KO-ed on my mom's bed with the shiok aircon and when I was up at 4pm by the alarm, it was raining! I went back to sleep and woke up at 5 plus, slacked around the house till I went to my grandma's place. Nobody's home ): Went to fetch Sam Wunnie with Uncle Guan and headed to their house for the night when Est asked if we wanted to catch, "Slumdog". But Steph Wunnie wanted to catch, "Marley & Me", which was a good choice because I think that the show was nice! Headed back to their place again and we chatted. Great that they are so on for everything and not planning on their MIA vacation again :D

Wanted to bball today but it rained like the whole day. I hope I can do some training tomorrow since I've nothing to do. & there's netball with SAFSA tmr. Yayy, cos' Gloria and Jane are coming.

Met an old friend of mine in facebook. Haha. He's so chatty now compared to last time, we don't really talk much now. Haha. Time flies and each of us really matured so much. Anyway, great catching up with you Zhen Yu. He was just telling me about us in primary 4 during taekwondo lessons, we would talk about hi5. Omgosh, I think that is so cute and we would sing their songs! HAHAA. Amazing how we've grown so much now, Im turning 18 this year already!

Not forgetting Gerrie. Chatting more with him and its great to hear from him, ok, actually I hear from him everyday. But today is officially the proper one. :D Cheer up, Gerrie! Always here for you.

Viva La Vida is poppin' up in my head. Nononono, more like Single Ladies! HAHA. Because of the Saturday Night Live by J.T and Beyonce. Anyway, see ya'll around. Tot ziens!

It's fast to be gone from somewhere you thought you belong,

It's also fast to be emotional with someone,

Places, people.. something hard to understand right?

The right ones, no matter how many years it will go,

it might come to an end with just one shot of the bullet,

how fragile,

But i still enjoy the slow part the most,

thats the best times I've learned from.

Netball w SAFSA!

2009-03-02T00:42:00.002+08:00

ng Just played netball with SAFSA. Super tired. I think I overstrained myself. Couple of times, couldnt breathe bcause I haven't been running this hard. Hahaha. Need to start running soon and go on a healthy lifestyle.

Today was fun though. Playing with the same people but today we had Jane and Gloria to join us :D Yayyyyyy. Sorry ah, for making you all play so long. It's like after so long when you just started netball again and we played 6 quarters! Gosh! It was madness for sure. Haha. Gonna sleep really early today, after my hair is dry. Enjoyed laughing with Ruru and Ali today. We couldn't get enough with the fats and fat thingy. Hahahaha.

Alright, pictures on Girls night, a few of them, the rest, I'll get it from Qian. Enjoy! :)

Check out the mess!

& again la! hahaha.
Joycelyn enjoying. hahha.
Boardgames we played. CLUEDO AND BOHNANZA!
Hi Joycelyn!
Hi Jane and part of Joycelyn!

Hi Ali!

Hi Ruru!

Hi Qian!

Hi to myself! :D

Hahaha. That was one huge specs from Qian if you've noticed. It's funny! :)) Enjoy laughing!

Blood Donation Day

2009-02-27T02:11:00.000+08:00

Went to donate blood today at Mount Elizabeth Hospital. Even though it was scary, seeing your blood flowing out of you into this bag that you would think that is SUPER BIG but it's not really that big to save patients, I was very happy to be able to save 3 lives today because of donating my blood. Im gonna do this more often. :)

Our lives are all so blessed, forgetting all those unhappiness with anybody, just meditate on the part of not having any illnesses, I think Im blessed. So, being blessed, do donate your blood and help save others' lives! With each and everyone's help, it makes alot of difference :)

My bandage for Blood Donation today, it's nice cos' its pink!

This is going to be whole lot of pictures from Bryce's 15th birthday to Fel's birthday! Have fun looking at the pictures. :D

Happy Birthday My dearest cousin!

Steph Wunnie

Esther! It looks like it was her birthday on Fel's birthday celebration @ Eight. HAHA!

Wun Didi, your smile is legendary!

The delicious Oreo Cheese Cake! I LOVE that!

Starring the Woman!

Sam Wunnie! :D Yr teeth are... WHITE.

Eunice and Me :D I think this picture looks good. & we're NOT wearing the same colour shirt!

With the birthday Woman!

Entrance. Looks so comfy!

Check out the matching lights! Beautiful!

The Menu for drinks caught my eye! Check out what they have. Especially Bloody Mary and Screaming Orgasm?!

Couldn't believe it so I took it with a closer look. It really is Screaming Orgasm.

On the 18th of Feb, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF.

Singing k :) And the girl on the right is Miss Tan Yiru.

The birthday card we made for Bryce Lim :)

Dopey!!! :D

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY BRYCE LIM :) I think we look alike in this picture, but again, I think.

Look at Bryce's beautiful birthday cake. It looks good on the outside and tastes good in the inside as well.

Thats all folks. :D Tot ziens!

Freedom.

2009-02-26T14:43:00.000+08:00

Finally... finally.... FINALLY!!! Exams are over. :) I can't help but feel so free from all the schoolwork and of course the word, 'SCHOOL'. Even so, I felt so empty, not knowing what to do next because its the holidays.

Fel is all the way like at somewhere so far away. Missing her and I've not heard from her for like 2 days. Haha. Anyway, right after exams, girls and lili went to catch, "He's just so not into you". I think the movie is really nice. The movie depicts the different parts of how people are dealing with love. Some don't even know what it is, some took things for granted, some just can't find the right one. Im so into that show now! Haha. The best couple I liked in the movie was Alex and Gigi. They are really cute together.

Went home after that feeling so happy. It's amazing how some people's love story turn out. Haha. I just wonder sometimes how would mine and my girls love story turn out next time when we really think we've found the right one.

Oh, and Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince Movie is out this 17th July. I really can't wait to catch that show too. I feel like re-reading the books again. Haha! Maybe I should start with the Deathly Hallows again. But the story is still quite clear in my head. Ok, I should start with Half-Blood Prince again.

Staying over at Qian's house tmr. Boardgames, Sleepover, Chats, Laughs, I can't wait to have fun with the girls. & I can't stop listening to Keane - Somewhere Only We Know. It rocks! Okay, it's also because of the movie, 'He's just so not into you' that Im starting to like this song.

Exams are so over and I think everything should be smooth. Really thank God for all His support and wisdom and motivation in helping me to read and study my notes. Without His strength, I think I would never go this far so.. thank You!

Celebrated Fel's birthday last saturday at Eight bar and café. It was really nice, the ambience, decorations and of course, having people like my cousins around made everything almost perfect. It's been a long time since we had all the cousins altogether having fun. Fel was just talking about bringing the photo album of all the cousins. The food there was great too. Yumms~

Seeing Steph Wunnie makes me want to start running again soon. Haha. She's my motivator. I really admire how she press on and perservere for things like these and being discipline. Sam just couldnt get enough with her jokes that she thinks is funny. Hahaha! Ok, some were but not all ok! Wun Didi was emo-ing. Hahaha. Not really la. He had a bad sore throat and is awaiting for his dota match at home. Tsk, he's forever this way. Hope he changes soon.

Fel's gonna be missing for a whole of a month, I think. Ah po house would be so quiet. Maybe I should get the cousins to go back every saturday. For Est and Ju, they will spend their saturdays with their bfs but I know they will join us on occasional times. :)

Im gonna start catching up with so many people like Gerrie :)) I think I haven't been talking much to him and I remember saying that it was like turning into a habit of blogging about him at the end. But those have been missng, so here's just an exclusive one for you Gerrie. Hahaha. Updates again soon. Pictures right.. ya ya I know. Im just lazy to post them. :D

Netball & Valentine's!

2009-02-17T01:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Valentine's everybody! Lots of updates but I guess I'll just do two that happened most recently.

On friday, we went back to Broadrick for a friendly match against the netballers of Brd. So its the seniors aginst the juniors. We were united and teamwork was well done in most areas. Good job girls :) Despite not training properly and playing a match in the sun for about 2 years, we still won the juniors. But it was a good game. People like Xinyi really improved so much. Im really glad to see her improve and grown so much. Happy for her. Jiayou Xinyi and the other girls.

Had dinner with the seniors and went home after that.

On Valentine's, I went to Bryce's house. It was our valentino's birthday! HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY BRYCE! :) Hope he enjoyed his birthday although what we mostly did was disturb each other, played cards, chat and slack. Hahaha. It was great catching up with Shermeen Jie again. She always inspire me in doing things and help me to understand that Im really fortunate. Went off back home to meet the clique after their game of pool. In the end, when I was on my way out, they called me to tell me that they were coming to my area for dinner. Gosh, I waited for them and accompanied for dinner. Sent Wei qiang and Jesper off and we went to 7-11 to sit and chat.

We chatted for HOURS!! Since 11pm all the way till 3 plus in the morning. But it was a good chat sharing everything and showing our passion for basketball. Not only that, we talked about things like the weather and the world coming to an end. Hahahaha. I still can't believe that we would talk of such things.

Yeap, thats an udpate. Pictures.. later. Exams are coming. I need my full booster, God grant me them. :) Take care all. Ciaos.

So insignificant,

yet dreams are big,

What others cant see,

Is what he/she wants to achieve.

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Understanding was always difficult,

it was also hard to say,

but they would never understand,

or should I say, try?

Because what turn out would not be try,

but cries and unhappiness.

Study day!

2009-02-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

For the post below, don't worry about it. Im fine, for now. Let's talk about some special highlights I've had before. :) Firstly, last friday, met up with Pepper family. Before that, waited for qian to end her lessons when we spotted Sk in one of the labs.

Just all of a sudden, when I was sitting right beside him, I heard a loud, "CRACK"! Then, I realized that Shi kang had destroyed the chair he was sitting on. Hahaha. By breaking it! HAHAHAHA. Ali and I couldnt stop laughing. Check out the state of that chair!

Went to Kallang Leisure Park. We were suppose to sing K but we decided to watch a movie instead. After much persuasion and probing, we decided to sing Kbox! Hahahaha. Had dinner first, then we went for Kbox. Sang from 8pm all the way till 1 plus 2am in the morning! :D We were told that if no one booked the room after 12pm, we can stay all the way for free until Kbox closes. :D

BFFs
Ali!

Celebrated CNY at Ali's place on the 1st of Feb. Played cards, Wii and chatted around. Check out our Group picture! CHEESE!

Alvin's classic picture! WOOO!

Thats a summary of my highlights. School was really short today! Had lessons from 1pm-4pm and there was a break after 2pm-3pm. Ali and I went to Bistro for tea break and we drank Mocha and had potato salad.

Mocha @ Bistro!

Potato Salad @ Bistro!

We were soooooooooooooo full. Anyway, during cmaths lesson, Sk was really retarded. He kept dropping his slippers for no reason. -.- & he couldnt retrieve his slipper back, right until lesson ended because it went a step down. HAHA!

Play some more la! Btw, the feet on the left is Azlan's!
Tadah! STINKS MAN!

Headed back to the library to meet Sk, Harald and Azlan to study. Read through my accountings notes while we waited for Qian Xiao Jie to arrive. Played around with Qian's phone. :D

Ali cant even open her eyes!! Lili dropped dead on the left. hahaha!

OOpsss. I stretched Ali's face! HAHAHA!

Had quite a good day today although I wasn't feeling really great. At least there was Sk, Ali and Qian to make me laugh about. Qian had problems speaking today. She kept getting tongue tied and she spat saliva onto my face!! HAHAHA! As usual.. Oh wells. Hope my days will get better, God please make them better. & I don't have the confidence to speak to you again. Apologize? Thats hard for me. Seriously.

You were never learning.

2009-02-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

When you grew up, you learnt to walk, talk, jump, crawl,

Then you start to get older,

going to elementary school, then high school, college and university,

in between, there may be falling into and out of love,

then you start to find the right one to marry,

while trying to get a stable job,

when you finally got one, you'd think of saving up for your wedding and wife,

Finally, you found the right one and have saved enough money,

you decided to get married,

There goes the wedding bells,

and you start to live together as a married couple,

thats when you start to think of owning your own house, having your own car,

not forgetting the people who would bring happiness to your life, your kids,

Once you got your own house, car and kids,

you start to feel that everything is not enough for the family,

Companies start trying to pull you in,

that's where you think of changing jobs because of their high pay job offers,

as years goes by, things were fine until one day your company hit the bottom of the rocks,

things became worse, you found a new friend you didn't wanna know, STRESS.

Thats when you start venting your frustrations in all ways.

Getting fed up with many things in life.

I don't know what am I referring to in this way. Its random how I think how people would think about their life. Haha. Its not about anybody whom I know of, its just how I thought about what others would think.

On the other hand, I cannot stand how you will say about, "Believing in Christianity" was just believing. It's nothing more than that. Believing isn't going to bring you to heaven, if thats what you were thinking all along. Although believing is the first step to get into heaven, but there's more to it than it is. You have been going to church and yet you can speak words like these out from your mouth.

Respect, is that what you want, because I cannot comprehend of your doings. You love to say that I always think that Im right but what about yourself? When will you ever ADMIT your mistakes instead of blaming it on others? You never, never ever, admitted you were in the wrong. Why am I like that? You made me this way, all your doings, actions.. thank you for letting me know that such a person exists.

Thank God, more importantly, for letting me to understand and know of such things. & I know through all these falls, He will always stand with me till the end instead of you. He was the more revealing and loving God. Through Him, others were touched and from these people, I see true love and true actions of love. You were just simply plain doing for show. You never put Him first, ever in your life. You were either doing it for the sake of doing it or you were calling for Him just because you need His help and when you don't need His help, His gone, totally from your life.

I always try to be positive in life, to be strong and to be optimistic. Thats what I am because I know that nothing is going to end in this way. But why must you always come and spoil all of these I have? Why? When did you ever tried to understand how I would feel instead of yourself? Providing was just what you think you did enough for. How about our feelings? When did you ever tried to talk to us in your usual self? WHEN?

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2009-01-29T01:46:00.001+08:00

Happy Moo Year everybody! :) May you all receive as much angbaos as possible! Hahaha. I can imagine everybody's grinning faces when they see their angbaos.

Anyway, I had lots of fun during this celebration. Had my reunion dinner over at my grandma's place. As usual, we will barbeque our favourite MUSHROOMS!! :D Thats something we love. Not forgetting.. BEEF!!! We always have to hide from Fel's parents! Hahaha.

Chatted around, laughed and in the end, we sat around playing facebook games! Hahaha. Waited for Ju's guy to come over and there they go.. MAJONG. What's left of the people in the room was, Steph, Sam, Eunice, Am and me. Est and Jovi went out! Boring.. & a few moments later, I was asleep. By the time I woke up, the adults were playing majong until 4am. Oh man, what a day!

First day of CNY, lots of people came by my house. I was tired and didnt have the mood to entertain people. But I did my best by wishing them happy new year and sticking around for a while, smiling and talking. Played Slap Jack with Shermeen Jie and Bryce again! Ahahah. It was full of laughters! I had to head off to my grandma's house after entertaining them for a while.

First visit and there were not much people except for my cousins who were making up to go over to their grandmother's house! Nothing much on the first day though.. Just going around visiting, chatting, seeing people I've never seen for almost a YEAR!! Gosh..

The second day of CNY was fun! I made my brothers and sisters for new year! Went to their houses, Justin's and Kiatwee's for visiting. Kiatwee has PS3!! So cool la, and his games are really fun!! Dead Space! But its hard to control! Anyway, played Blackjack 21 and had fun laughing here and there! Haha. Then the last place, to Ali's aunt's house for visiting. The laughing never stopped because of Uncle Kenny. It was a great time spent together! :)

Not much pictures. Shall wait till Qian sends me the pictures we took! Met a few of them today. & Im still not refraining myself from laughing too much. They were BULLYING MEEEEEEEE. But its ok. Everyone had their fun! :) Thats about it and I wanna sing K! Hurry arrange ah bro!

Fun is over and school has started. Exams are just around the corner and I need to study!! BADLY! Take care all. Shall update again soon. :)

Sheng da's 18th birthday!

2009-01-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BELATED BIRTHDAY SD! :D

There were many things that happened this week again! Hahaha. It was full of fun but I was kind of upset with my mom nagging and throwing her temper at me. But overall, everything is great :) Lets check out the pictures on sd's birthday. We had steamboat and went to celebrate and slack at Bras Basah!

Amber and Ali!

The boys! Cj, Kw and Alvin!

Ali and Sam!

Cheejie!

Kiat wee!

Alvin!

Woooo, pose!

Birthday Boy! :D

Kiatz!

Cutting cake ceremony :)

The cake Amber made!

The day before Sd's actual birthday! We went to stayover at Ali's house to help Amber bake a cake for Sd, which is the one above! The rest came to help over as well. But not really to help, but slack around and join in the fun!!

Us, helping! Oh thats amber and qian!

The well done cake!

The recipe!

Ingredients!

MORE!

The stirring part can kill your arms but train your muscles :D

The chef in the house!

On friday, before going to Ali's house, slacked outside Lecture room with these funny people! -.- Harald and Bernard's retarded actions! Hahaha.

Harald on Azlan!

Bernard Tok!

This was after Cmaths. Qian and Jane just appeared outside our lecture room. So there! A picture :D

& one with my blur friend Jane :D

Oh ya, pictures from the Karaoke session with my cousins! There you go!

Fel!

Diana! & Im still missing her!

Ju!

Wun Didi!

Ah Sam!

Steph!

Ok, so here's the picture with the netball girls when they came over to TP for the Open House! :D We were trying to look retarded. It was fun!

We were trying to look at our nose but we looked like we're closing our eyes.

My daughter!

And another one! :D

Yayyyyy!

See, we each have different facial expressions!

Tadah!

Well, thats about it. Blog again soon. :) Take care everybody! Tomorrow's my family's reunion dinner. Cant wait! But my sister seems to be falling sick. Awwww. Hope she gets well sooon! Tot ziens! & Weirdo friend, CHEER UP!!! :D

Netball Netball Netball!

2009-01-15T01:13:00.002+08:00

Yayyy, second training done! This time with Kelly Anne! :) Happy that she joined us today! Miss her man and its been a long time since we talked. We were suppose to start training at 6.30pm but qian and me reached at around 7pm. Once we reached, we wouldn't stop talking! Even until Kelly came. Hahaha. Finally, we start training at about 7.30pm.

Training was great la, even though the aches was there. But I enjoyed the bonding and fun altogether. :D Headed to Kallang Netball Centre for a warm-up match and for qiann and sherllie to train their shooting. Made them do a 100 shots but I think they only managed to do about 60 plus? Haha. But good job girls :) Thank you!

In the end, some other group came to join us to play a match and anyway, we had no one to play against. Haha. It was fun! I always thought that my skills for netball was really rusty since we have not played for about 1 year plus? & surprisingly, all our teamwork with each other and bond was still strong and there! However, we still need improvements! Great job girls, you all were great! Of course, thank you all for coming for training and putting in the effort to train, jump and run around.

Hope Yiru, Ali and Kelly can join us for training more often! :) The match with the other team was really funny. We had lots of falling down and doing retarded things on court! Hahaha. Ohohoh, and today was BEWARE OF FROGS DAY! The reason being, we were lazy and we wanted to cut across to Kallang Netball Centre from the track just beside it. So we took the shortcut--the grass. There were many frogs jumping around!!!!! We were all so afraid of like crossing the grass to reach the other end. Kelly was like, "Let's hook each other and just run across!"

We hooked each other and dashed! What the problem was, the ground had many holes and you would see us like moving downwards or falling all of a sudden. I fell and couldnt stop laughing, while the rest continued running and didnt wait for me! HAHAHAH! It was really really funny! We were like screaming while running and hoping to reach the end as soon as possible! Hahaha. Sherllie and I had that experienced once! This is the second! Frogssss. EWWWWW. Qian was like whining at first and wanted to take the long route!

Had dinner with the pepper family. Not much of a dinner for Qian and me but with the rest. Had fun laughing and chatting :)

Thats about it. Im tired. Gosh! But I cant wait for the next training together with them! :D Take care all. Netball's a rocker!

Open House, Sam's birthday, Cousins outing and school!

2009-01-14T14:59:00.001+08:00

Been missing for a while and now I have to update so many things! Ah! I forgot the one-week-one post thing. Hahaha. Anyway, let me tell you what have I been up to lately. First, Open House and Sam's 20th birthday! Second, Outing with the cousins to sing K! Third, Netballers first training! Fourth, School and projects! If you're busy, please don't bother to read this post. There are really many things Im gonna talk about. Pictures along with it. :)

8th-10th was TP'S Open House. First time helping out as a subcomm of IITSC and of course being an IT school guides to the secondary school students was really fun and exciting! I was quite tired actually but tried my best to be hyper and enthusiastic because I want people to join us, in TP and in IT school! :) Open House was quite a success and I hoped I left a good impression to those people I introduced about IT courses and our school.

After the first day of Open House, the brd clique came over to celebrate Sam's birthday! It was a success and she had big smiles here and there. Hoped she enjoyed her 20th birthday! Let the pictures do the talking! Oh, & after the small celebration in TP, we went off to Roxy Square for steamboat. It was filling and shiok and of course the fun chats and laughter here and there added to the atmosphere. Pepper family, always. :)

Sam's hello kitty cake!

Cutting ceremony!

Our kisses!

Amber!

Justin!

Kiatz!

Weilong!

Slacking!

The girls :D @ Open House

After Open House, was the 11th, on sunday. Met up the Netballers for training. Even though there were not many of them there, I was glad that the few came to like train! It was a good time though. I introduced a few new training methods. Hahaha. Ok, actually, only one. Great effort girls! Pictures time!

QianQian!

Us! Look at Manfen! hahaha! & Qian -.-

& thanks Qian for always cutting someone away from the camera! Hahaha! this time look at Arshia!

Finally a nice one!

A little way out! hahaha.

I like this one! :D

We were waiting for qian to set up the camera.

Qian again!

Sherllie Daughter!

Arshia!

Stephanie Daughter!

Manfen mei!

Yesterday, hung out with my classmates! This time having bernard, harald and sebas to join us for lunch! :) It was fun! Hahaha. With sebas' retarded Dori Fish and harald's SICKENING and Bernard's gay actions! hahahah! Not forgetting our usual Sk and Nic. Sk with his CUI PICTURE I kept threatening him with and Nic's zoomed up act cool pic. hahahaha. Enjoy!

Nic!

Bernard!

Ali and Me!

Look at Ali! At the side!

Sebas!

harald and bernard!

Cui Sk! hahaha. Sorry ah, my hand accidentally slipped so I added your picture into my blog! :D

I was quite pissed off with the HOOP/OOPG tutorial and lab teacher because she didnt inform us about being able to hand up our project later. Ali and I chiong-ed for our project all the way till 6am for her and 8am for me. Lucky, I slept for at least a few hours but it was tiring! Thank you mummy for being so thoughtful and taking good care of me :) My mom made me drink brands essence of chicken, gave me money to take cab to school and keep asking me to rest. She's the best! :D

Went out with my cousins on the 10th, after Open House beacuse Diana was leaving. I will miss her alot and of course I hope to meet her soon! I will upload more pictures of the cousins. Cant seem to find them except Steph's retarded pictures. hahaha! She's my midget cousin!

her!

This looks as if someone was pulling her ear but she was pulling her own ear!

The day before yesterday, which was the 12th, we chiong-ed OOPG assignment in school. TS joined us and we went for dinner together! He was really retarded and funny la. Always wanting us to hear his lame jokes but when I volunteered to say mine, he declined in listening and talked about other stuff! & thanks to him, my assignJob method was erased because of his itchy fingers who went to press the start/off button my laptop! hahaha. & my laptop was switched off. I havent saved my file for my assignment! Grrrrr.

Can you believe a guy having this coin purse?! Hahaha. But its cute la.

He own this! :D

Anyway, shall update soon again. Having nebtall training later! Shall see the girls :) Muscles aching really badly but not bad la, I get to exercise! Heeee. To understand or to not understand? I don't know. All I know is, I must give a thought to them. Thanks Weirdo friend for always listening to me and all. No worries and thank you for sharing yours with mine. :) & that person who tried to become you.. please stop being childish. Take care all. I need to go. DCNK lab test now. Tot ziens!

TEAM TEMASEK! :)

2009-01-07T01:38:00.003+08:00

Im warning you, this is a heavy image post. Haha. So if you're not free, just exit from here.
Yesterday was Team Temasek day. Wore my red shirt to show that I supported Team Temasek. Look at the pictures below for prove!

Had good chats with Ali. Well, we are really sisters. Sharing is a common thing among us. Hehe. Oh we went to have lunch at Macs and headed back to school for lessons. School finished early @ 1pm and headed to Ali's house to do OOPG assignment. We were bored and had no mood to finish OOPG. Thus, the pictures and entertainment :) Enjoy!

If you realized, the pictures are taken at fast speed. If only you have those pictures, you can fast forward and see some movement. It was hilarious! Ali and me couldnt stop laughing. There's more but its too much for here. :) If you wanna see it, tell me! Hahaha.

Today was a tiring day. I couldnt open my eyes and there was something really dumb that happened in school. Haha. I always thought that on tuesday, the first morning lecture @ 9am was DCNK. However, I was wrong. Confidently, I told Ali to go to LT2 for DCNK. Upon reaching, I opened the door, stared at the teacher, made a few noise like, "Ah? Ah. Ah! Ah? Eh, like here leh. Oh shit, its not!!!!". hahaha. & we left. I was really embarrassed. Peisheng saw us and was like, "WRONG CLASSROOM AH? * LAUGHS * ". Hahahaha.

We skipped OOPG as usual. -.- Went for dcnk which I couldnt keep my eyes open. At 10.30am, we were free till 1pm. Feeling bored and tired, we wanted to find a place to rest in school which wasn't a good idea because there wasnt anywhere for us to rest or sleep. Haha! Ali suggested to go opposite for bubble tea and slacking sessions. But I was like lets go to TM instead since we got 2 hours! Then Ali suggested to do window shopping for CNY clothes. :)

& there we left. It was cool because its like a 2 people outing and it was last minute. We had fun, talking, walking around, laughing at things and throwing retarded remarks at each other! as usual. Haha!

Went back to school at 1pm for CMSK. & Nicholas was really a joker. I cannot stand him and today was the very first time, I HEARD NICHOLAS TAN WHINE LIKE A BABY! hahahaha. Sk and me couldnt stop laughing! I had fun and was being entertained by the two of them! Heeee.

Lessons ended @ 7pm and we went to the basketball court to find weilong and rest. Headed to 85 for dinner. Chatted and had a lot of fun with them! We played the smacking hand game and I couldnt stop laughing loudly! Oopsie. Haha. Thats about it. :)

Its always this normal thing now to post a short message about my weirdo friend. Well, my weirdo friend and I have kind of bonded even more. :) You always hear about what my weirdo friend did things to make me laugh and be happy. Well, this time, I hoped that I made my weirdo friend happy, laugh at my retarded videos, actions, LAUGHTER and the sessions we had online. Chatting with my weirdo friend online is always a fun thing. Im blessed to have a weirdo friend like you, WEIRDO FRIEND. Hehe. I always end my night with a big SMILE. Hope to meet this crazy weirdo telepathic friend in future. :)

Sorry for the long posts! Hoped the pictures lessened some of the readings. :D Take care everyone. Im feeling shag. Shag=tired. I always quote this from the movie, Bedtime Stories with my Ali, "FOR FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE? FOR REALLLLLLLLLLLLLL?!" At the end of free and real, you have to bring that pitch up really really high. Hahaha. Ok, lame. Night all. Tot ziens! That means goodbye in dutch. Im learning fast right? :D

):

2009-01-05T03:14:00.002+08:00

Somehow I feel neglected,

Somehow I feel a little tiny bit of upset,

Somehow I feel that Im falling to deep knowing that some things cannot be helped,

Somehow I feel that I shouldn't be giving too much,

but you're very nice and I think I might be going too deep,

I should stop now because I know that you have already been into something else.

I really should try and stop.

Oh well.

Changi Airport & Sentosa!

2009-01-04T00:55:00.001+08:00

Hello! I went to the airport yesterday to pick Fel and Diana. Yay! Before that, I went to my grandma's place first. Chatted with Ju until Est came back and she drove her to Chomp Chomp. I was just accompanying Est and after dropping Ju, we decided to go to Didi's house to play Wii. Haha. We played Rockband! Sam was the singer ( can you believe that! HAHA! ), Est was the drummer and I was the guitarist. Hahaha. We played Dirty Little Secret, Are you gonna be my girl and some other songs I've never heard before. It was soooo fun!

We took turns like I became the drummer, then Est sang and my sister became the guitarist. Then, I tried singing too and I got 99%! Wooooo~ Hahaha. We played this Train boardgame Sam(my cousin) just bought. It was kind of fun. Haha. & we were late to fetch Fel la! Her flight was suppose to land at 11.50apm and we were still at Sam's place at 11.45pm. Haha! Zoomed off to the airport to realize that we went to the wrong terminal! Est thought that Jetstair Airways was at the budget terminal, so we chiong-ed to Terminal 1. Thank God their flight got delayed and they touched down at 12 plus.

Didi said that this is the Eiffel Tower. I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF! Hahaha. Changi Airport's control tower!
Fel and Diana! My first official picture with Diana :)
My sister!
Est babe!

Wun didi! :D

We went to popeye's to eat as we were soooooooooooooooo hungry. Chat and had a lot of fun together. Haha. I love cousins outing. Next time, Sam, Ju and Sexy Wun has to come along too!! :) Reached home at 3am.

Went out with Long, Cheejie, Sd, Amber, Ali, Sam and Qian today! Met them at Sentosa @ around 2pm and we had fun in the sea. Haha. Then came up to play captain's ball. Boys vs. Girls! We won the first round but lost the second. Booo! Hahaha. I have more pictures but let's show you some later! :) Sam drove in to Sentosa and we left at around 4 plus? Went to bathe and left for Vivo. We were all hungry! Ate at Food Republic and went to catch the 7pm show of Bedtime Stories. I love that show! I think it's so funny and nice. :) Romaction! Hahaha. That means Romance and Action. Adam Sandler is such a great actor! After the movies, we took lots of photos outside. Well, part of it. Haha. More next time!

Sam!

Qiann!

KaZhang! & this retarded Weilong who always wants to be in pictures!

Weilong and my favourite chocolate!

Ali :D

Managed to meet up with Ruru on the 1st of 2009. It was really great meeting her. We had long chats by the pool and its been a long time since I heard her laugh. I really love her! :) Ok, that sounds so lesbo. Nono, love her as a friend ok! Haha. Thank you for always being there. You rock!

Have been really happy. My weirdo friend made my day alot. Haha. My weirdo friend is really really a very nice person. My weirdo friend never fails to make me laugh and smile so much. My weirdo friend is also really telepathic with me. I enjoy talking to my weirdo friend. :) That's all. Haha. Its so not a school day tomorrow, for me, because I don't feel that school has started already. Haha. Oh and tmr's support Team Temasek day. Do wear red to support Team Temasek ok! :D GO TP!! Alright, take care ok? Weather's not really good, everybody is falling sick. Drink lots of plain water people. Once again, Blessed New Year!

Those who are waiting for O level results.. what are you waiting for this holiday for you? Come join us at Tp's OPEN HOUSE! FROM THE 8TH TO THE 10TH OF JANUARY! Drop by and check out the fun activities and courses we have for you! Don't miss the fun! :D You can check out this website @ TP to see what are the free goodies or celebrities who are coming to TP!

Happy 2009!

2009-01-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

Yay! Welcome to 2009 everybody. A new year, a new start. Well, I wish everyone to have great health and that this year would be a fruitful and enjoyable one. To my friends, thank you for being my friend for another year and hope that it will be on going forever. :) May we get to know each other even more for those whom I just know and for those I've known for a long time, lets bond even more :)

To my family, I thank God that we've bond together so much and I hope we'll be even closer this year! You all have been a support to me. You're loved, every single one of you! :D

Went to school reluctantly today. I was really very tired. Haha. But it was fun the 2 days over at Ali's place, having fun and spending the new year together :) Had great fun!

Ali, Me, Gloria and Jane :)

& again :D

Partied like crazy. We didnt sleep for a day! Look at all the blur looks. Oh, and we Wii-ed at Ali's place! It was really really fun! We even played retarded games. Like choosing the biggest card and see who gets the smallest. The smallest has to sniff pepper! Hahaha. Spent New Year's eve with my secondary school mates. Sd, Cj, Weilong, Qian, Sam and Justin.

Sd!
Sam and Qian :)
Slacking.

Justin!

Chee jie!

Weilong!

We were trying to smile like Cheejie. He keeps stretching his mouth so wide open to see his teeth!

Weilong and cheejie! Look at cheejie again!

Sam baby!
We were taking multi-shots and look at the retarded Weilong who wants to be in every picture! hahaha. He simply looks retarded.

& lastly, presenting Weilong in warped. hahaha!

Oh yea, I didn't spend my christmas eve at my grandma's and enjoying everybody in their retro geek suit. ): I was sick, really sick. Had stomach flu and a continuous fever. Sick for 5 days and I really was quite upset I couldn't enjoy christmas. But its ok la. Thank God Im ok already and to those who cared, thank you! :) Thank you people for all of your presents. Still owe Qian and Dion their christmas presents! Shall get it soon. Oh and I have a telepathic weirdo friend. My weirdo friend is really nice and this is a friend whom I've known from overseas. I think its really really cool :D heeee. May we continue to be telepathic weirdo friends and that we can bond even more. Alright, thats all. Take care everybody. Shall update soon! :)

Ip Man 葉问-咏春

2008-12-19T16:42:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeeeee. I've watched Ip Man & just one word for that show, FANTASTIC. Omgosh, I love that show man! The whole action, chinese kungfu and the teachings.. I've never liked a movie so much. This will be the hit man. Haha. The movie Ip Man is starring, Donnie Yen(WOOO!!!!) and he is an awesome fighter. Shan't talk about it here because you have to go catch it yourself in the cinemas. I rate this movie 5 out of 5 stars!

If you wanna find out more about Ip Man, you can always visit their website @ Ip Man-Movie.
I can never forget how cool the strokes Donnie Yen showed and the teachings of the art of Chinese Kungfu. Makes me think of going to China to learn martial arts from some zai teacher. Haha. Or like ShaoLin Si. I was inspired to continue learning martial arts.

Nic also asked me if I want to join Muay Thai. Feel like learning that as well. It kind of reminds me of another movie, "Chocolate". There's this super zai thai girl starring in Chocolate as the lead actress, she's around my age and she can fight really well. She don't need any of the props to get her to fly as she kick or anything. Everything is REALLLLL. My admiration for such real martial arts fighters.. no one will know, ok, God knows la. haha.

Watched that movie with Kazhang, Long, Cj, Kw, Xanne, Terrence and Justin at Plaza Sing. & like finally, I met Sd and his gf, Amber! Sd looks slimmer. Haha. Shall upload their cui photos in the next post :D

Christmas tree @ Plaza Sing.

Nice lighting above the bus-stop @ Plaza Sing.

The decos.

Yesterday, I met Amanda! Yay! We went to Far East Plaza and she was really nice because she accompanied me to get my christmas presents for my friends. Anyway, we have this big plan for Christmas :D Hahaha. She came to my place for dinner after our outing and we went to church for the Street E meeting. Street E meeting was good but I don't feel confident enough. Haha.

This huge cupcake deco is supercute! Outside Ngee Ann City.

This is Amanda and Me :D

Alright. Thats all and Im gonna go play basketball later with my usual mates. Yay, Ali ke mak mak is back and lili will be so happy. Haha. Ali's mom's christmas party is tomorrow and I havent thought of anything to wearrrrrrrrrr. Shall think about it later. See ya'll soon.

Seoul Garden outing!

2008-12-17T02:20:00.002+08:00

Outing with my cliques was great! People who came were.. Harald, Shikang, Nic, Sam, Ali, Benjamin and myself. Woooo, we had a blast, chatting, laughing and having lots of fun @ Seoul Garden! Let the pictures do the talking this time instead of my essay blog :D

Christmas tree @ Bugis

Decorations @ Bugis!

The anxiety of Harald in taking a neoprint with Nic! hahah!

Us! This position was super hard to take!

Nice man!
Once again :D
The POWER S.E.A footwear!
Supposed to be cui but all looked not bad. HAHA.
I love this picture. I think its super nice! :)
Us. The three inseparables!
Ok, look Sam.. you look funny! HAhaha.

yayyie yea sabuteh!
Us with Benjamin YAP YAP YAP! :D
Harald Lim Mao Mao! Hahaha.
(Left-Right) Sk, Me and Nic!
我跟Ali的阿Sam!
Look at how gross Nicholas can be! & this message was sent to SHIKANG CAN!!!

(For those who can't see, Nic wrote in this sms to Sk saying: "Haha. don ps[paiseh] la you always will be my darling. " Ok, nvm, his english is cui. hahaha,
我跟Sam的宝贝Ali!
Took for them. Nice man!
Us again :D
Sk and Nic. Friends that I never expected I would be close with.
Cui Sk!
Cui Harald!
Cui Nic! Smoke some more la!!
Slacking outside of Bugis.
hahah. Sam posing again! :D

This was the set up outside Heeren. Nice right! From the far view of this, you will be able to take and see the coca-cola bottle in the middle. I think this is super cool!

Alright, enough of pictures already. Super tired and my muscles are aching BADLY. & I really mean badly!! Hahaha.

To my ah sam:

Have a safe trip on cruise. Have lots of fun and please take good care of yourself ok? Will miss you loads! LOVE YOU!

To my ali ke makmak:

Have a safe trip on cruise too! hahaha. Hope that you will recover from your cough and have lots of fun. Dont want you to not enjoy your trip. & I will miss you my URINE! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY URINE ALSO! HAHAHAH! :D

To my qianqian:

Although you're in USA now, hope that you will have lots of fun even though you dont feel like going. & I hope you will miss me :D Hope you have a safe trip back too!

To my ruru:

You're in Chiangmai now. & I really miss you alot alot! :D Hope that you have a good time there as well and we seriously need to meet up! Don't forget our date! Love ya woman!

Take care all. I want to get fitter and stronger. Em is a strong girl :D Nights allllll.

Exercise modeeee

2008-12-16T15:19:00.001+08:00

Been missing me? :D Sorry for the missing in action. Have been busy recently with exercising. Since friday. Haven't stopped till today because my muscles are really aching badly. Shall let it rest and I'll go gyming tomorrow!

Let's recap what happened these few days. On friday, went to play bball with my usual mates at waterside. Haha. Although there were only 3 of us, it was still fun! Played the 2-pointer game and we dragged the push-ups to 122 and the last one who missed was... OF COURSE ME LA. Hahaha. But not bad ok! We managed to bring the number of 2-point shots to 122 among 3 people only ok! Went off to Macs where we sat and chat for quite a while. I think its fun having chats. :D Dota-ed with my sec sch mates and woooo, I was lousy. HAHA. But its fun.

Ok I mentioned saturday's fun. :) Ohhh, sunday! Met Ali and Sam to get Qian's presents. Walked quite alot and my feet is feeling strained. Haha. Didn't get anything for her but Ali did. :) Sam got herself 2 tops and I bought nothing! Hahaha. Went back home at around 7.30pm while the 2 of them went off to Suntec to get their own stuff. Called Daryl to let him know that Im home so that we can leave for ECP to run. Running at ECP was shiok and it was my very first time since primary school. HAHA. Did about 4.5km and we went the wrong route. Haha. My calves were dying and I was gonna tell Daryl that when we reach the carpark he parked his car, I have to stop. Guess what? We overshot the carpark and instead reached our destination. Im glad I finished my run. I was trying to hang on till I reach the carpark. :D

Yesterday, Met Weilong, Kiatz and Justin for basketball at Kembangan. After reaching and shooting for about 15 mins, it started to drizzle. -.- I was feeling so retarded.. HAHA. Anyway, went over to the community centre to take shelter when the rain suprisingly, stopped. Managed to play 2 matches with some other people and ourselves when it started to rain again! This time, heavier! Dint want to get wet so I went to rest while Kiatz was still playing with this other malay guy. Haha. Rest until the rain got smaller and Kiatz came to rest. It was really fun chatting. We chatted for hours la! Like until Cheejie came which was around.. ok, I can't remember. But it was seriously LONGGGG.

Weilong had this so called 'son' we disturbed him about because there's this kid who follows weilong wherever he went and even went to touch his butt which he found super surprising because there is no one in the world who would touch his butt except Alvin Zhang. HAHAHA! Learned alot of basketball stuff from Kiatz. His good man. Haha. He taught me the right way to shoot. Thanks bro! Anyway, played till Kazhang came over. Woooo, it's been a long time since I last saw him and he's still as irritating as ever. Haha. Played till 11pm when the police came over. -.-

It was too late to play basketball there and I totally forgot the time and I really thought it was ok playing after the lights were off. Super retarded but we went home after that. Tiredddddd~

Meeting my TP clique for seoul later. :) I think its gonna be fun! Especially when there's nic around. He will always be doing his comical acts and talks. HAHA. Can't wait. Miss them! Pictures later! ADIOS~

Term tests are finally overrrrrrrr!

2008-12-13T22:01:00.004+08:00

Finally blogging because exams are officially over! :D I was like saying this for many many times! Haha. My beloved qian has left for USA. Hope that she will have fun there! Next, would be my beloved ruru. Couldn't meet her today because of my timings. So sorry babe! Went swimming till 1.20pm and went to bathe. By the time I reached the interchange, it was already 1.45pm. Ruru was meeting cullen. ): Guess I've to wait till our celebration for christmas and new year. Miss her man!

Im having lots of plans this holiday. Of course, to spend it wisely! :) Thought of joining Shiling in the suburban race for 10km. Still considering though. Ohoh, and Im gonna be healthy this holiday! Exercise, exercise and more exercise! Yes, don't worry. I won't strain myself. :)

Meeting Sam and Ali to buy Qian her christmas present tomorrow. I haven't got my retro dress! Ahhh~ Haha. Can anyone tell me where to get them?

After swimming today, practically did nothing but eat, watch tv and rest! Wahhh, after swimming, I was super hungry! Catched this show called Pay it forward. It was really really touching. I was touched till I teared. Haha. My first ever cartoon show that ever made me cry was 'Monsters Inc.'. It was playing in Disney channel la. Haha. Nevertheless, I teared again. Then again, I catched, 'The Princess Diaries". Haha. She's really pretty!

Ok, I think this is just some random post! Shall post about tomorrow. Im still considering if I should go jogging in the morning tomorrow. Take care all :) CIAOS!

Ah mei's 16th birthday!

2008-12-08T14:11:00.000+08:00

First of all, birthday wishes! HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY UNCLE DENNIS! HAPPY 16th BLESSED BIRTHDAY AMELIA WUNNIE! && HAPPY BLESSED 21ST BIRTHDAY DICKSON KOR! :)

Celebrated with my sister her 16th birthday at Boat Quay's Pit stop cafe. Not bad.. Haha. From my group there were Ali, Sam, Harald, Qian, Farhan, Jolene and Jeremy. Quite alot of my sister's friends were there. Ende and Gavin came too. We arrived super early like at around 6 plus 7pm. To drag till 8.30pm, we went to walk around the Singapore River, taking pictures and hanging out in the OUB centre. I don't know if it's still called OUB centre. Haha. Super fun la!

We hung out at The Singapore River jumping around. People might be thinking that we are crazy or like posing for some article! Hahaha! Check this out!

Haha. I shall stop here. Is there any anticipation running up your veins? Ok la, I sound as if this is a trailer of a big movie or something. Gonna go study with my sisters. More later! Ciaos!

Continueing

2008-12-08T01:19:00.000+08:00

[Continued..]

So after hanging around, taking lots of pictures, we had to go fetch my bro, Farhan Lim. Haha. Waited for him for a while because he haven't arrived. Walked around and bought bubble tea!

{Left to Right: Green-Harald, Blue-Ali, White-Sam, Pink-Me, Yellow-Qian}

When he arrived, got a call from my sister that the timing would be delayed so we slacked even more! Haha. Once again, I cannot stop disturbing Farhan. Haha. It's been a long time since we met up and it was even better to see him that day. He's still the same :)

Arrived at Pit Stop Cafe at 8.30pm. Slacked around before deciding what games to play for an hour. More people came and soon, everywhere was filled with my sister's friends. Haha. There wasn't any place to sit.. Played Who's The Boss! Wooooo, I was outcasted. Hahaha. You have to use your bargaining skills to bargain and negotiate with people and because I talked too much.. I was the one who earned the least amount of money! Ahhhh, saddening. haha. But anyway, it was fun making noise and stuff. :)

My sister's cake. Big man!!!! & chio :)
Us again~

That's for my sister! Sorry I couldn't get her picture. She was quite unwilling to pose for one. Haha. Anyway, thanks soooooooooooo muchhhh Sam for the ride home. :) All of these happened on the 3rd of december.

So on the 4th of dec, qian and I decided to stay over at Ali's place to study for our econs exams on Saturday. Studied in school with Sam and Ali until Qian finished her lessons. We had our usual fun of talking together and bonding even more. :D Cannot stand the both of them man! Haha. But what to do, they are my love :D Not forgetting Ah Sam and Ruru :D As usual, Qian and Ali are always feeling hungry. Haha. So for the very first time, I tried Qian's cooking.... of instant noodles. Haha. Retarded. She kept praising herself for the job well done in cooking that instant noodles. But the thing is.. you just have to pour in the powder and noodles. Hahahaha. Ok la, lets give credits to my beloved qian :D

Studied right after school on the 5th of dec. Then we went to Macs to have some small bites. We were all starving!! Haha. & for the very first time also, Qian fed me McFlurry. Haha. Seeee, Qiannnn, I help you to advertise how nice you are. Please thank me :D Eh the new flavour for McFlurry's chocolate was shiok version man.

1 down and 4 more to go. Exams are here! & Im not in exam mood. How?? Haha. I know what to do la. Study lor. Haha. Retarded. Anyway, econs exam was super fast. We were late because I remembered the time wrongly! ): Oh nooooo. But luckily, we weren't that late! 5-10 mins late and I chiong-ed to do and checked twice before I handed my paper up at 9.30am. Haha. Fast right? But it was quite simple because if you did the term test questions for last year or something, you will know how to answer those questions. Thank God for bringing me through econs paper and making it a stress-free paper. Thank God! :D

I was super lost after going home. Let me tell you about it. Arrived home at around 11 plus. Met Xiao Yi and Josh on the bus coincidentally. :D Chat until I reached home and continued with Mummy in the conversation too. Miss Xiao Yi man! It's been a long long timeeee.. Had tuition on A math stuff and started planning for Fel's stuff.

I was having a big headache because I couldn't contact Diana at all! I was rushing like mad because I had church as well. Smsed Didi to tell Fel about the number of tickets then asked him for Diana's number. Then smsed Sam since Didi was clueless about most of the things. Haha. Then called here and there and realized Diana cannot make it for the movie. Fel was super pissed because I was so last minute and Ah Yi was giving her hell. Had no choice but to wait till Diana replied me because she was SUPER UNCONTACTABLE! ): I was so afraid the plan won't work out.

After church, headed to amk hub and we were all late for the movie. Haha. I was still lost and having a huge headache. We catched 'Bolt'. It was a great movie la. With Steph on my left and Fel on my right.. their laughters.. Haha. I couldn't stand them but more importantly was the movie, because bolt is super cute and rhino was super hilarious in his actions and retarded catchy phrases from the show Bolt acted in. Hahaha. Then there was the smart mitten who had to let Bolt know everything. Rhino was always soooo retarded. I laughed like super loud la.. ok that's.. normal. Haha.

Managed to get Diana msg back! Wooo, we smsed and thank God everything went smoothly. Hung out outside Amk hub and took pictures :D Jovi is Esther's bf. HAHA!

Steph Wunnie acting as Rhino :D

Jovi in the house! His going NS this friday! ):

Me, Est and Steph trying to act like Rhino!

We were in the midst of doing the Rhino pose!
Ah huh! My sister there! With Jovi!

This is Didi wunnie with Jovi!

This is Eunice with Jovi! :D
This is Fel with Jovi!

&& ME :D!
& Us! :D With Didi in the background. HAHA He's retarded!

After the pictures and Steph leaving due to the StanChart race she's taking part in, Diana called and I went to fetch her. Est tried distracting Fel away and finally.. they met! :D Fel was super shocked but I could see that she couldn't stop smiling. Hope that she had the best day of her life even though she was feeling so unhappy in the afternoons. She was still unhappy and scolding the 'friend (Diana)' that couldn't make it for the movie. Thanks Steph for taking the ticket like so last minute. She was super helpful la! :D Haha. So in the end, Fel was thankful. Heeeee. Alright. Thats the latest updates about whats happening recently.

Yesterday, celebrated Dickson kor and Dajiu's birthday! There you go! Videos up next week! :D

Dajiu cutting his cake!

But anyway, this cake was super lousy and it was spoilt!!! Ugh.

Dickson kor's cake :D

Gotta go already la! Exam tomorrow at 9.30am. All the best everybody for the exams today, tomorrow, the day after and next. Jiayou man! Take care ya! Update next week :D

Term tests.

2008-12-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

Finally, I attended church! :D Great accomplishment for me. Oh, but I didn't attend service. Had to help out Andrew with the P6s. The games session was fun! I felt like a kid again. Haha. Ok, I think Im always one. Hee.

First game up was Dog & Bone, I think. Haha. Then there was Charades by Angeline, followed by Jacob's ladder by Marianne, Number game by Me and lastly, Cat and Mouse by Jeffrey. Haha. Hope the P6s had fun. I was a little worried about the age gap but thank God I didn't felt any. :D Managed to talk to this P6 girl called Rachel. :) She's cute man! Haha.

Went to Parkway with mummy. Bought shirts for ali and myself. :D & my jacket! Yay! Thanks Mum! Then, we went to get the ink and headed home! Mummy wasn't feeling very well. Hope she's getting better. Thanks Mum for everything! :D

Did practically nothing today except for tutorials. Need to get started with work already! Ahhh! Studying with Ali tomorrow. No time to lose! Terms tests! Ahhh, 5 subjects to take! Congrats to those who finished their A level exams, O level exams and PSLE! :D Yay! It's play time for you all! Alright, I gotta go already. My day was short and sweet. All the best to Daddy tomorrow! :)

Things they do,

gives me the move.

Words like these,

makes me go 'cheese'.

I thank God,

for people like them

and never would I want

to lose them.

I just hope we will get closer than ever,

staying happy together,

and that I would bring happiness to their hearts.

I really really love them from the bottom of my heart.

Just a random picture. This is Ah Fel! :D My cousin who always stood by me. Love her! :D

Slackers!

2008-11-30T02:01:00.006+08:00

Back from one week of action. This whole week has been SLACK! I don't know why. Exams are just around the corner and Im going to miss church camp. ): On the last day of camp would be the start of my holidays. Haha. Shall try and go on the 12th.

Everytime I arrive at school, I would have the feeling of, "When can I go home?" This semester's been really slacking. Sadly, this sem I've got 5 term tests to sit for. Next week I've got HOOP/OOPG test again! This time its gonna be hard. Im gonna start practicing for it. :) Spend alot of time with my friends. Had lots of fun too.

The Promise musical was great and I did feel the touched feeling of what Jesus did for us even though Im like a Christian already. As in, it's like the feeling where a non-christian would have for Jesus. I had that feeling again. It was great! Haha. Evan was great in her acting same for Matthew! :D Haha. Spotted Pastor Ky and Tim as the wise men. One of the lead singers was super good la. I think her voice is powerful and great!

Finally, on friday, I went for bball! There was the usual few of us. That day was unexpectedly a few of us because usually we will play full court. Haha. Chatted alot with my bro man. :) Had a great time catching up. Met Ah sam and sk again. We went off to meet them earlier after school then havoc in school and headed to PS to meet that girl for the PSP. I really can't understand why would she have been so heartless. Ok, it's not up to me to say anything. Im just someone who can be of a support to the other someone. Alright, then we went to walk around and headed to the food court for food. Then sweetie Ah Sam sent me, ali and lili home. Again, she waited for Ali then fetched her to fetch me to fetch us to Waterside. Haha. So sweet right our ah sam! :) Thanks Ah Sam! :D Played till 10pm then Ah sam came to fetch us at Kallang Macs to Changi.

Woooo, I was hyper again to see the Changi 'girls'. This time we went out to buy food to eat. Then, we sat in the car to camp. Haha. Saw alot that day! About 5 to 6 of them. There was one which I couldn't stand looking at because 'her' muscles were super big and she was totally an easy one to spot being one of 'them'. Had fun in the car '兜-ing 风'. :D I was super hyper la until.. I fell asleep. Haha. Ah Sam sent us home again. Then, headed home and slept till 2pm today!

Met Qian, Ali and Lili to study today. Then went off to eat and walk about in PP. Ate my waffle and ice-cream! :D Woooo~ 满足感 :D Heeee. That's about it. Im at my grandma's house. Boreddddd because I cannot play my Warcraft III. ): Played CS and Im bored again now. Haha. It's internet cafe over at my grandma's. Alright. Might update tomorrow. See ya'll soon. Don't miss me! :D Update of pictures from the last post! Sorry about that!

Orchard!
Chio man!
Taupok right after tpRAWKS!

The treat from the teachers after tpRAWKS!

The girls :)

Pizza at Shokudon

Qian's! Ali's! Sam's!
Mine!!
@ Hard Rock Cafe!

The decorations are fantastic!
The bill came up to $351.90!!

This is either Sk's or Desmond's!

Our twisted mac's and cheese!
Whatchamacallit! @ Candy Empire

TpRawks

2008-11-23T13:09:00.000+08:00

One week of busyness and I fell sick soon after. Lack of sleep was the problem. Not only was there lacking of sleep, there were like my tests. Cmaths, OOPG and BFA. Wooooo. Projects for submission soon are DCNK. & I've not started on anything yet.

TpRawks was the hit. From Monday-Wednesday.. Secondary school students coming to learn about the different courses in different schools. I was helping out in the IIT sch. It was great! Bonded with many people but more importantly, hoped that the secondary school students coming to IIT school enjoyed their stay. I tried to be as high as possible, cheering and smiling.. Haha. The first day was somewhat new to us because its kind of like the first time we're being a subcom OL(Orientation Leader). I was lost and the group on monday wasn't that high. Maybe they were tired. Haha. The second day was more like it. Purple group came over and they were the best out of the three groups who came! They were super high on their own and it made things alot easier. :) The last day was also great! Orange! Spent better quality time with the secondary students. Haha. They were so funny disturbing one another. Hope that had a fun stay!

Next, Harald's 18th birthday! We celebrated his birthday with him at Hard Rock Cafe. Thanks Harald for inviting us. :) We had a great time there. The food was great and filling. The place was nicely decorated and I just didnt want to leave. There were bands performing and the on performing that night was Boys w/ toys. They were really great! They had the vocals and talent in music. However, we left earlier. Sam sent all of us home. Thanks alot Sam. She's always sending all of us home. When I get my license, I will do the same too :D Anyway, Harald was sabo-ed by Sam, Ali and me. He had to ask everybody at Hard Rock Cafe to sing him a birthday song and to take the cherry out of the cream where he got a nice cream 'make-up' all over his face and in HIS NOSE TOO! Hahaha. Sam told the person to announce his name as, "Harald Lim Mao Mao". I couldnt stop laughing after I hear the person announce his name. hah! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY HARALD, hope that you like the present and that you enjoyed your 18th birthday! :)

Happy with life now and I don't want to dwell on things that would get me unhappy. I've had enough of it. I need to understand and let it go. I want to keep my faith in God stronger than ever. :) I don't want to miss church on Sundays anymore! It's enough! I must set my priorities right and I will keep God's values in me for as long as I live. God is my key and it will not change.

I miss my Ah Sam, Ali, Qian and Ruru! Thank God Im getting better already! Had fever for two days and it sucks! Haven't fell ill for a longggg longggg time! Haha. Once can kill already. The temperature hit 38 degrees! But whatever it is, Im great now! Just that the flu and cough is taking most of my strength away. Hope I will get even better! Not having much appetite but I don't know why Im missing the Penne Carbonara at Bistro's. Haha. Alright, gotta go. Might post again later! Pictures later! :D

Project madness!

2008-11-17T01:24:00.007+08:00

Arghhhhh, project kills my brain cells. Loads. CMSK can really drain me out. Soon, DNCK is gonna do that too. Lets hope my OOPG and HOOP dont! First test tomorrow for CMATHS2. Thank God there was Xiao Yi to guide me. Super happy la! :)

Amazingly, I went running on my own today! I think I should jog often. I've been like missing jogging for a few days due to the weather. Then when I started to jog today, I felt that Im not really running like how I did few days ago. Haha. Felt heavy. Whatever it is, I shall train harder! Was inspired by my cousin, STEPHANIE! Haha. She's like a muscle madness woman now. Always running and gym-ing. Guess what? She runs twice a day! I cannot stand her. Haha. I shall slowly increase to run everyday!

Okk, enough of that. Past few days was full of fun, emo-ness and love.

12 nov -
Celebrated Sk's birthday and it was successful. Sorry sk! It was a little last minute but Im glad that you enjoyed it. :D Pictures later! Haha. Ali and me edited it one by one ok! Sebas one was the whole story already. The legend. Alright.. Went to Ikea for dinner and went around like playing in Ikea. I wanna go there again! :)

14 nov -
Accompanied Sk today! CCN day was today as well. It was madness. All my friends bugging me to get something from them. Haha. I tried something new. Thanks to Ali. She intro-ed me to eat helium and start talking! I wonder if I can get the video from Ah Sam! Shall let you all hear it. Ok, maybe not. If you all wanna catch me in that, check out my Ah Sam's blog. See ah sam, free advertisment for you ok! Haha. Kidding! Anyway, we headed to east coast park to slack and eat dinner. Chill-ed, emo-ed and headed off to Changi to see Ah Kuas. Although it was a little retarded, I was super excited because its like my first time seeing one in Singapore. A true one. Finally, after 10 minutes of twirling around in the car and parking to camp for them, we saw one and another and another! They were super pretty, I tell you. Just that, their legs were.. so.. muscular and 粗。Haha. We saw another one entering a lorry. Tsk tsk.. you never know ah.

Yesterday was a great day spent with my church mates! :) Happy that Ali and Lili came along too! Heeeee. Played many games! Like double wacko, telematch er.. there were more! Andrew was the funniest. He fell in the mud! I couldn't stop laughing. It was hilarious! Hahahaha. GO GROUP 2 GO YOU GO YOU GO! We came in 3rd anyway. HOORAYYY~ Good job! Glad that Ali and Lili had fun too!

Headed off for home and to my grandma's place. Thanks Jeff for the ride to my grandma's place. It was really nice of you! :D Slacked and had baked potato. Fel's cooking = 一级棒! Love it! Then, Sam drove Ah yi's car back to her place leaving Ah di and me to wait for them to return. Fel came back driving and there.. the answer was clear to why was driving back for Ah yi super long? haha. Fel was like training her driving la. So we went in rounds and Ah Yi trained her 3 point turn. We went like to and fro from Sam's place and back for about 3-4 times. Haha. Then we met Shiling running. Didi was super super funny! He kept inviting her in to the car. But she didn't want to. Spoil her running momentum! Haha.

Didi: Eh shiling, come in leh.
Shiling: * shakes head*
Didi: Faster la, I open the door for you.
Shiling: * puts on her ear piece *
Didi: OI! Fasterrrr!!!
Shiling: *Remove earpiece and say dont want *
Me: LAUGHING LIKE MAD IN THE CAR *

Hahahahahah. I couldnt stop la! Shiling was telling me after her run that she really had the urge to enter! Hahahha. Didi ah.. Tsk tsk. Then reached Didi's house finally. Anyway, Didi, Shiling and Sam are siblings! Ok. :) Then we played ugly doll for the very first time with Ah Fel. Haha! Her reaction is relatively slow. Cannot blame her. She's sick for weeks you know. Oops. Haha. Then we played slap jack! & I finished... * drum rolls* FIRST! Fel lost again. Again, its related to your reaction.

Today, spent my day doing my work and cmsk. Headache is killing me but Im glad that I finished all of them! Alright, update next week. Hope that things would occupy my mind to stop me from thinking about useless things! Yessss! TPRAWKS TMR! :D Cooolll~ But more tests coming up! I've got 3 tests this week! Ughhhhh. Jiayou Em! & to my Ah Sam and Sk too! LOVE YOU ALL! Sayonnara~

The place we went before
I never forgot that love we had
But its over,
really over.

This was the hit!!!!! :D:D:D Sebas dont kill me!

Have fun everybody!

For life? Maybe.

2008-11-13T00:28:00.001+08:00

Guilt, thats what Im having
Relieving, that's all you should be having
Im tired of feeling the same
And Im sorry things goes that way
But I really cant help it
Hurting you,
was the last I would do
If i went on,
things would go wrong
In the end,
I still did
And I know you might not let go,
I still hope you will take it slow
Im not up to follow.
Sorry.

Eh my buddies and peng yous, dont worry. Im ok man! :) Sayonnara.

Twinnie

2008-11-11T01:27:00.002+08:00

Slashes in your heart,
That's all you've fought,
What could I do,
But listen to you.
How I wish I was better with words,
to get you further from hurts.
I hope that I was of some help
So please trust me if you can
And I hope that hurt would disappear once again.

-Emerlyn

Dedicated to this someone who knows what Im talking about. :)

Random pics I edited :D

Running Spree

2008-11-09T15:07:00.002+08:00

One week of events and Im updating once a week? When is it going to stop being an essay blog? Haha. Kidding. The lecturers aren't as fun as it was in first sem except for Mark Phillip. But they are nice too la. :)

Ever since school started, many things changed. Changes.. something that I don't really like but you cant help it. How I wish I was still kid. Haha! I remember my dad always driving us around to Parkway to the arcade. I will sit on the tiger and it will bring me around. Then we'll all play Flinstones! The one where you need to remember the places of the same characters appearing. I was easily contented. But Im also a good whiner! When I see my favourite Barbie doll or Polly Pocket, I would whine to my mom. Haha. She always give in to me! My dad's worse! I don't even need to whine. If I wanted it, he would immediatly get it! Haha.

I won't go through all of the happening events la. But I managed to play basketball in TP again. Sadly, it wasn't with all of my cup-kicker mates! :) It's ok because there was Nathan and Nicholas with us! Jolene and Chin Soon came over too and Chin Soon joined us. Played till 9 plus and we left for home. Just a game of basketball caused me 3 injuries! 2 on my mouth and one on my head. Haha, thanks to all of you! Lolllll.

Im on a running spree now! Haha. My set aim is to run at least 2-3 times a week for at least a month, then I'll increase it to 4-5 times and subsequently, everyday! Ok la, I shouldn't be so crazy.. everyday. -.- Haha. Maybe less than everyday. I want to slim down! Trying to eat healthily too. First run for about 1 year plus, a proper one and I managed to conquer the 8km. I think I was crazy because.. its like for the first time after so long and I ran 8km. Crazy! Because my muscle aches were killing me! I could feel the whole thigh muscle cramp together as I went down the stairs. Thank God its better now. :) Running spree @ 6pm or later again.

Yesterday at grandma's was CHAOTIC. Daryl Quek came over with me because he wanted me to guide him on his guitar skills. In the end, I think he never learnt anything! He was like just accompanying em to my grandma's house. Slacked, played a bit of guitar then slack again. The whole time of the teaching session, I was the one playing not him. Haha. Hope I helped him in some way. Headed to second floor after sending him into the car.. Sam, Eunice, Steph and Didi came! Wooooo~

Its been ages since I last saw Sam and Eunice ok! I was super gladdddd. Played lots of board games! Ugly was one of them! :D My all-time favourite. Then there were new ones like Bang! and some building game. Played bohnanza again. Ugly was madness. We were all like crazy! Eunice was fast! She collected most of the cards! We snatched, grabbed, shouted, 'UGLY UGLY UGLY'.. Wahhh, even from outside of the house, I could hear their screaming! Im serious! Hahaha. I was laughing like crazy! Then for Bang! I was super blur. Kept asking the same questions over and over again! haha. I died la.. because they all gang up to destroy me. Evil SPARTANS! haha.

Had a great time over there! Thanks Fel for cooking noodles and the golden mushroom with bacon. Its fantastic! :D Thank God that she's getting better already! Hope she gets even better! Esther's apple pancake was super nice too! Haha. Both of them love cooking and experimenting on new things. After a day of madness, my voice went hoarse. I hope to have this more often. :) Cousins unite! haha. Nevermind, there is always the Beijing trip to bond again!

Going to church again was great. Fellowship with friends.. it gives the motivation for me to even further for Christ. Had my first trial lesson but it was kind of difficult. Haha. Hope I will train myself to help others understand God even better too. Seeing everybody was great! I want that more. :) Twinnie, we're TWINNIES FOREVER OK!! Thats all! Some pictures for laughter! Sam, Ali, Nic and Nathan.. don't kill me k! Hahah!

This is Alien Nicokelas!

This is Gobbler Mouth Nathan!

This is Big Mouth Sam!

This is WIDE SMILE ALI!

This is madness! WAHAH!

To my Ah Sam:

Tears welled up in your eyes

All I could do was stand there

being nice

Hearing things like these over again

How I wished you could regain

that happiness I once saw that didn't pain

I could feel that sadness

that was coming into me like rashes

Words I've said enough

It's your call now.

Whatever it may be,

Emerlyn will never leave. I love you!

&& LIVERPOOL VS WEST BROM 3-0 WOOHOOO! Fel and Daryl Quek still say what Liverpool only at most score 1 nia! SEE SEE! :D

Life, vulnerable.

2008-11-03T02:43:00.001+08:00

Sorry for being missing again. School's been busy and I've got two projects coming up already. Managed to play basketball on friday with ali and rest. (:

Saturday was a real saddening one. Heard about the news on Friday and Ali and I decided to go down to show our support. The whole atmosphere was.. I don't know how to describe because I can never ever understand the pain and loss they are feeling. I was being very emotional and I didn't want that to happen. It was not like it was me or something but I really couldn't control myself. Tried to make myself feel better by laughing but somehow when I was back at my grandma's place, I couldn't hold it again.

Life, something I can never predict.
Yet lives hopes and dreams.
It's like water that flows easily
but it is also like raindrops that can never be grabbed with a single palm.
How easy it is to go..

Told myself, this couldn't go on. Like what Twinnie said, this is life. More importantly, I know that it was God who planned it. & I know he is safe in God's hands right now. Ju drove us to Didi's house. Played board games of Muchikins and Bohnanza. If you're scheming, this game is just right for you. Haha. I shall get the game from Ah di some day and play with my friends. :) Anyway, met Steph for what seems like ages too. Happy to see her, she's still the same just that she've grown fitter. & she kind of influenced me, so Im gonna try and stay fit and healthy!

Wasn't able to go to church. My bad. Accompanied fel to the hospital. Im kind of worried for her. Hope that she's ok and that she would really get well soon. & whatever the suspecting of problem in her the doc was saying, I just hope that she would be fine. After everything, headed to Velocity for our first food of the day, Mos Burger. We were all super hungry. I can imagine all my gastric juices squeezing themselves out!

Thanks Fel for the treat! Thought of making a bento for her. Ok, talking about bento, I thought of Nathan's one. Ooops. Haha. Anyway, he owes me one too ok! & OUR BENTO IS NOT SOME LOVE BENTO, because I know about the giving of bento set meaning. It's not that ok. Anyway, qian and ali are included for the bento. It's just a friendship and ge'er men thing. Explanation said once and will not repeat for the second time.

Family gathering at my place again. :) Happy to see my family members there! Ahhh, the younger kids, always bugging me to let them play my laptop. Haha. Had a better conversation with Ah Ming Jie. Everybody were laughing at the pictures Ali printed for me for the surprise party. Haha. Went around talking to different people. Talked to Xiao Yi. I MISS HER! Haven't seen her for like a very long time.

Ohoh, & Im super happy that mummy helped me to get my CARTOON CHANNEL. Im soooo happy but the saddest thing is that.. my popeye.. is in.. boomerang, channel 36. & I don't have that. ): Nvm, there is always my tom and jerry. Pardon me people because Im kind of a cartoon fan. I love cartoon! Yayy, I can't wait to watch it tomorrow!

Hope that Bryce and Shermeen Jie can come by my house soon. I miss them too! Hope that Bryce isn't the like emo Bryce. :) & miss chatting with Shermeen Jie!

To sam:
Just simple and short, Im here till the end. Love ya!

Take care everybody. I might post in a few days time. Miss ya'll. All the best O level students. It's just a step away from the finishing line! Sayonnara! Nono, Salut!

Deepavali~

2008-10-28T01:16:00.001+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI EVERYONE~ Catched HSM3, it was not bad la. Zac Effron is still as handsome as ever. Saw sebas and desmond. They were like stalkers la, super funny! They could tell us every action we do without us seeing them. Then we left for home. Short outing but it was fun! Oh there was ali, qian and dion. :)

Competition this wednesday. Kind of excited. Another gathering for Cup-kickers again!

Kind of stressed cos of Harald's camera stuff. Ahhhh, I feel like a retard having to pay just because I lost the cable. ):

What I notice about things is that, sometimes some people just don't understand the good intentions. They rather think of the bad points because they are kind of won over to the bad points side. Sometimes, Im sick of being the one who tries and see the good intentions too. But I know that shouldn't be the case. Then, all the pessimistic people will come telling me that it shouldn't be the case as well. Sometimes, I am also sick of trying to explain so many things. I rather leave things as it is, but if I don't explain, they will never understand and they will never come to see what I was trying to say. Somtimes, I am also sick of being hated at or being gossiped by others, because they never want to hear the other side of me. They rather go around listening to others comment and not yours. Don't tell me 旁观者清。 I won't disagree but more importantly, you should hear from people themselves and not predict on your own from what you hear. Sometimes, Im just tired of always blaming myself because it only gets harder on me. I can go on for days brooding over that same rubbish.

Im not trying to promote how good I am or how nice I am. Im just venting out. & of course, Im not good or whatever. Don't have the wrong impression.

But thank God there are people like Nathan, Randy, Ali, Qian, Sam, Ruru and even Fel. They're my listening ears and they do give good advices and concerns. Its great to have them. That's enough. All those rants I have above, AIYA CANCEL THEM AWAY. So, writing it is just a waste of time. LOL. This shall be my last time posting on such crap. NO MORE! & 周杰伦's 魔杰座 album IS REALLY GREAT! :)

Alright, nothing already. Night night all. Peace and sayonnara. God bless!

Crap.

2008-10-26T01:10:00.004+08:00

Here I am, blogging about this shit again. I really wish to scream, to yell, to vent all my anger. But I cannot, I must be that good girl who have to understand things.

Baptism? Fat hope! Maybe to me, this isn't acceptable. You can come home on days without that shit damn smell, but then again, those were what, not often seen. I hate it. I HATE IT. Why can't I see you, EVERYDAY, home early, spending time with me or mei.

Even when you're home, ALIVE, you wouldn't want to spend time with us. Take the initiative la. I know we're always spending our time in the room using the laptop. THEN CALL US OUT LA.

When will this end? I know I cannot give up now. But Im sick of things again. I tried to not take it seriously, to not think about it. I cannot. This is shit. Shit.

Banging and smashing things. You were fed up, then u shit damn it just smash things?! What kind of person is this? Ever seen a believer who does such shit? You always try and say things about God.. ahh, crap la. just crap ok. You don't see the effort others have made.

Poor Grandma. I just hope that she would be fine after seeing that. & thanks to you, you just made my day, with a crash. Buying back one? Its not about the money. Its how much Grandma has to carry the heavy shit back on her own without anyone's help. Because she knws we need the fan, because she knws the weather is so hot, because she cares. & what, you just smash it because you think its getting you fed up and that it isnt working. Come on la, then you just don't think. You always act as if you know alot of things, BUT YOU DONT OK!

Sisters :)

2008-10-25T03:01:00.001+08:00

School's been a week. Woooooo. Quite looking forward to each new day of school since Im gonna have new subjects. Just that, the lecturers aren't as fun as first sem's one. Maybe an exception is Mark Philip la. Haha. Have been meeting Ali & Bernard in the mornings to go to school together.

Of course, school also means bonding again with my clique. :) & Im really a muddlehead. Felt so bad losing the cable for Harald's camera. I have to say that it is officially like missing since I cannot find it. Can't believe it when I never touched the cable and it was just laying motionlessly in my bag.. unless.. it has.. legs? Eh, what rubbish! The whole conversation with him was really retarded.

Harald: Just now your sister tell me she cannot find the cable.
Me: Really? You sure not?
Harald: Ya she say one.
Me: Wah lao. I just checked like don't have leh.
Harald: WTH -.-
Me: Nvm, I go search again later. Anyway, how much is the cable? (*thinking that is was cheap)
Harald: Ex la. 500 bucks.
Me: You sure not?
Harald: YES. That's how much my trust is worth.

I was just wondering how come the cable is worth 500 bucks and I just ignored the 'that's how much my trust is worth' part. Wahhh, it was super retarded. I was really worried and I went to ask Twinnie and Ali if there could be a possibility that a cable was 500 bucks. I eat into his rubbish can. I believed Harald's crap.

Twinnie was saying that I was like a very naive person and someone gullible la, like hen rong yi bei pian dao. True enough, I am. I believed Harald's crap! Ali was also saying that he must be lying la. I couldn't sleep till 5am when I've got like lessons at 9am the next day. I was worried and I just kept recalling where I could have dropped or accidentally took it out but nothing came onto my mind. Still, when nothing came onto my mind, I STILL COULDN'T SLEEP. It was annoying.

Okok enough of that. Sam baby has been missing school. Glad to hear that she's ok already :) Sprained my ankle like when school started on Monday. First day and I've got a present for attending school for the first day, & its the sprain. Haha. It was reatrded. I don't wanna say here la.

Anyway, today was kind of good. Ali, Jane, Gloria and me were in the same lecture room. Had Penne Cabonara for lunch @ Bistro's. Those who have not tried yet, PLS GO OK. ITS GOOD! Not excluding the pumpkin soup too :D I was full to the max! Great thing was, Gloria and Ali were in the same tutorial group and Ali won't be alone! Not forgetting Jane being in the same tutorial room as me! I think it's really great how we are like so fated to be friends! Same empire, same cca now same tutorials and lec!

Pumpkin Soup

Penne Cabonara

Lec was ok la, although it kind of got a little dry. Then came to tutorial. Was a little boring because had to run through normal administrative stuff. Jane and I were like super bored until we came to the introduction, felt myself getting hyped up! There were like 2 Arsenal supporters from what I know! Haha. 1 Man Utd supporter and yeap, the only Liverpool supporter was me! Or maybe there is la but he or she didnt say. Haha. Anyway, we had some rules! Thanks to some guy who mentioned we should have breaks! I was just wondering if he could say to have a break in every 15 mins. Haha. 1 break is 5 mins la. Tutorials are on going for 2 hours. Left early and I don't know who will be my project mates. Really hope they aren't those kind who bo chap. But whatever it is, I leave it into God's hands la.

Ali and I accompanied Qian to her dental appointment. Checked out the movie timings for Butterfly Lovers but there wasn't any and the other timings were all late! So we decided not to watch any and I suggested to slack at Macs. Had Cheeseburger for like part of my dinner. We slacked from 4.30pm all the way till 6.30pm. Haha. It was a fun time la, sitting there. We were just chatting about things we want to share about and some things that have been happening. Really felt even more bonded with Qian. To ali, aiya, we bond like damn alot liao. haha. Eh, but of course got bond with her la. She's forever retarded. Right my retarded friend? :D Anyway, it was really fun hanging out with them.

Then, we accompanied Ali to Taka for her mum's JewelFest. Everybody were wearing like dresses and dressing up really formally while I was in there with my jacket, shorts and slippers. -.- I was super paiseh about it because it was like Im so informal. Haha. 3 of us didnt know that it was this formal. There was a fashion show but we didn't catch it because we felt really weird inside so we headed off to Pepper Lunch with Uncle Kenny and Aunt Janet. Uncle Kenny as usual la, talking all his funny stuff and Aunt Janet telling us many stuffs as well. Then we went off to some place, I FORGOT THE PLACE! Lol. Anyway, it was filled with Hello Kitty stuff. Immediatly, I called Sam la. I wanted to tell her what I was looking at now! She was sure to go crazy over everything! & of course, they things there aren't fake! I saw this cute cake pan where you ca like fry your pancakes into Hello Kitty shapes. CUTE RIGHT? The bento boxes they were selling were super kawaii too! There were many cool stuff la! Sam will really go crazy, Im sure of that!

After walking around, Eliza popped out all of a sudden! Hahaha. She was with her classmates la. Her jacket's so cool! You can zip it all the way up to your head! We wanted to trick her into zipping it all the way and running off! But we couldn't because the zip stucked at her nose! ahahhaa. Super funny la! Then Alicia tried so Qian and me were getting ready to run off la! The jacket was super big! Eliza was saying that it was some guy's size la! haha. Then Ali zipped all the way to her head then Qian and me zoomed off. HAHA! Bid goodbye to Eliza then we headed to the car. Thanks Uncle Kenny for sending me home! :)

Had a fun time in the car la! It was super hilarious when Ali was like imitating that retarded voice. I think its really retarded. okok, its not a THINK it should be, IT ISSSSS a retarded voice. I cannot stand it. I was laughing really really hard. Qian and me were trying to ignore her but I cannot because she cannot stop making that retarded voice. Qian can tahan sia. Not bad, BUT I CANNOT. I laughed all the way home can! As I left the car, the retarded Ali was shouting out of the car window, "EM, HAPPY DEEPAVALI!" -.- I was like OK! Then she didn't stop, "EM, BYEBYE!! BYEBYE!!" I saw someone familiar la, I think is Ivan, my primary school bus friend. He was laughing la! I was so paiseh. I was like, "Okok, BYEBYE!" and laughing all the way up to my level.

People, help to support Amanda Lee Lee Hui in the Hey Gorgeous event ok! Vote her! :) Thank you! I really had a fun time with my jie meis. They were great la! Haha. Sharing our stuff was the best! Hope to have that more often. :) & next time to include RURU TOO! or Sam! Alright, take care everybody. Emerlyn the laughing girl is tired. Oh ya, you all can go and try this game http://www.hotel626.com/ it's fun! :) Ohoh, it's a scary game la, but if you're a real MAN or WOMAN, why not right? Haha. Try la. Its not bad, the graphic is cool :D Sayonnara!

Tissue Prata at my grandma's house there!

This is retarded bernard's drawing.

Simple words cannot describe my guilt.
I choose to not do anything now.
All I can do is let you get up on your own.
I have to leave my hands out of it.
You might think Im not bothered by any of it.
It's up to you to think.
Im just really sorry.

School is back on!

2008-10-21T01:35:00.001+08:00

Wah wah wah, so many people's birthdays are up! Let's seee.. Andrea's birthday! :D

To Andrea on the 18/10/2008:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ANDREA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I WISH THAT YOU WILL STAY FAITHFUL TO THE LORD AND THAT THE LORD WILL CONTINUE TO BRING YOU CLOSER TO HIM AND THAT WE WILL BECOME GOOD CHILDREN OF HIS. IM THANKFUL TO HAVE KNOWN YOU EVEN BETTER THROUGH THE CAMP! :D You're like my laughing friend la. i so lame u still can laughhh. hahaha. i thank God that He brought you into this world. I hope that He will bring us even closer. LOVE U ANDREA!

School has officially started today! Wheeee~ Today was really slacking. Attended school for just like 2 hours? Then, the BFFs headed off together to ehub to K(Kbox) today. It was fun just singing, laughing, being retarded and enjoying ourselves together. :) Think I've a video right Sam and Ali? Hahaha. Retarded lah! Sam and Ali showed me some move Sam created. Wahhh, it was super hilarious! Heeeeee. K-ed from 3pm-7pm, when we went off to White Sands to get Ali book and some earrings. Woooo, love my earrings la. :D heeeee. Anyway, erm, girls thanks for like being so crazy, it really brings me alot of laughter! hahaha. Love you two la!

Ohoh, & the coolest thing is, Qian and I are gonna be in the same classsss! Thats like so first time ok! Didn't had the chance to ever be in the same class as Qian since secondary school except for our cca and chinese class. Sooo cool, so the Q,C and L are going to be in the same class together also! Wheeee~ although I also want Sam in it la. hahaha.

havent been really attending church. Im just struggling with sins and Im feeling so guilty. I cannot stand it and I really want to go back to church on Saturday! I miss church badlyyyy. Camp is coming up. I really cant wait! :) The new video is up. haha. Marianne is super funny la. Haha her reactions are classic man.

Although life seems to be sooooo filling and happy, I still feel a little empty. I need Your love and to have Your faith. I really really need them.

Anyways, whatever it is, Im not gonna be pessimistic. I hate it la. Yeaaaa, so jiayou everybody having O levels. :) & I cant wait to meet my netball girls. We're gonna have like some outing together. Woohoo! & my bros! Cheejie, Alvin, Weilong, Terrence, Shengda!! Cant wait to meet you all. hehehe. Alright la, gotta go now. Take care all. School's early. & meet up with Amanda this thursday! YAYYY! Nighttt.

p.s: the feel.

Happy Birthday To Myselfffffff~

2008-10-17T01:36:00.003+08:00

Im back with more action. Haha. First of all, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KIATWEEEEE~ Happy sweet 17th birthday!

&& next is, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MYSELFFFFF SINCE IT HAS PASSED 12am. :) This birthday in 2008 was the greatest and the most enjoyable one!

now, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUGENE!!! :D Sorry, I don't know how old you are. Haha.

Ohoh, my family celebrated my birthday for me! :D Yayyy, so happy. Nothing much, just loads of nice and delicious food and my pretty birthday cake. Thank you everybody for coming and to my beloved ah ma who cooked the nice dishes and to my beloved mum who got the cake for me. You guys rock! & I stone. :D

Went to gym with Ali on Tuesday. My leg muscles are aching like nobody's businessssss. Seriously, I overstrained my legs lah! Could feel the strain when I went down the stairs. Haha. It was nice chatting and slacking with Ali! Sam came over later in the night. Woohoo, so cool. She drove over. Im soooo excited! Because she's driving me homeeeee! :D Can you imagine you BFF driving you home? The feeling's sooo cool. Like having someone near your age to drive you. That is awesome la. Ali and me were like soooo excited. Ok la, I said exicited like so many times.. Actually, 2 only. Ahhh, okok. Before Sam drove me home, we slacked at the balcony, chatting and having our girls talk. It was the coolest thing ever also. Its so nice to like share so many things with them. Then Sam drove me home after that with Ali in the car too. Ali wanted to go dou feng. Haha. Thanks SAmmmmm!

Wednesday, went over to Shermeen jie's house. Its great to see her again la! After so longgggg, its like many monkey years already! Haha. Chatted and teased each other as usual! :) There was lynette and nigel and pearlyn jie there too! Had fun with them. Lynette couldn't stop laughing as usual la. & her laughter is definitely WORSE THAN MINE. Can you believe it people? Someone having to laugh like 10 times worse than me. hahaa. Not bad ehhh. Saw Pampam also. & at last Bryce!! I was quite looking forward to see him but I was quite sad that he wasn't like that enthu. Like when he always see me, he will whack me or like ask me, 'WHY SO LONG NEVER COMEEEEE!!' and shake me. Haha. Always disturbing me. But this time he kind of like just said a cold, 'Hi' and stuff. Wahhhh, really disappointedddd. Hope he's fine though. Of course, a bonding session again with Pearlyn and Shermeen jie. It was great. Thanks Shermeen jie for trusting in me! :D

Alright, so the big day is here. Big day for who? For the one and only EMERLYN WUN KAI XUAN. Yayyyyyy! Thank you everybody for your sweet and loving messages. Thank you for remembering this normal day. Really appreciate it alot :) Words cant express how much I thank you all for all of these. Yeap. :D Anyway, went out with Ali, Nathan and Nicholas(Manpers) to catch Eagle's eye. Wah wah, I like the movie alot. Very cool and action pack. Although the ending was kind of stupid, but I was really engrossed in the show la. :D Headed to the arcade for Bishi Bashi and Guitar Freak! Woohoo. It was funnnnnn. Bishi Bashi is really the hit la. Hahaha. If qian was there, she would have won us all again! :D Miss her already. FASTER COME BACK LA QIAN!!

Then, we left to meet my ah sam! @ City Hall. Wahhh Qiannn, you must hear thisss! Nathan spells your name as, 'Z-H-I Q-I-A-N-G'. How can that be sia?! ZHI QIANG LEHHH! Poor qian. I was laughing awayyy! After meeting Sam, we went off to Mos Burger to have dinner. I couldn't la. I could only stare at them eating their fooddd. I was super hungry but I had to leave space for Fel's BAKED MASHED POTATO! :D Anyway, laughed and enjoyed just sitting there and chattt. :) Oh ya, I didn't mention this. This was how Alicia buys movie tickets:

Alicia: Hi
Recept: Hi
Alicia: Can I have 4 tickets TO Eagle's eye?
Me: LAUGH LIKE SIAO CHAR BO *
Recept: Starts laughing too *
Me: * to nathan and nicholas * she say, 'Can I have 4 tickets TO Eagle's eye?

wahahaha. Like as if we're gonna fly to Eagle's eye, like on a trip to overseas. Haha. Super funny! If sam was there, I think we can go on laughing for 15 minutes! Okok, when shopping with Sam. Nicholas and Nathan are really like gay partners. Go toilet must go together, buy food must buy together. EVEN THE DRINK, THEY WILL SHARE! Omgosh. Tsk tsk tsk. Nathan bu kui shi wo de jie mei. hahaha! Ali cannot control her laughter and her voice la. Always like increasing her frequency at wrong times then everybody will just stare at us. HAHA! See la ali. You laaaa. haha. Ali went to accompany Sam while Nathan & Nicholas accompany me to Suntec to take my bus 70. :) Thank youuuu!! Overall, today was a fun day la! Glad to talk more to Nathan my JIE MEI and to know Nicholas from Manpers. So cool. & to my beloved girlfriends. Having you all for my birthday was more than enough. Thank you soooo much. Always giving me special treatments even before my birthday actually came.

& more importantly, to my amazing God who brought me into this world on the 16th of October. Without Him, I wouldn't be living my life with happiness, meeting great friends and bonding with those who were close with me all these while. Im just really blessed and I can ask for nothing more. I know I didn't make the wrong choice.

Ju, Fel, Est, Jovi, Didi and my little sister celebrated my birthday for me with.. BAKED MASHED POTATO AS MY CAKE! :D Haha. Thanks Fel, Didi and Am for doing so much preparation for me. I really apprecite it. Thats why I love all of you so much :) I hope we can hurry go for our beijing trip together then we'll bond again! Hehhe. Thanks Jovi for coming over as well, my future cousin-in-law. Muahaha. & to Est and Ju, thank you for your sweet messages and for like Est to chiong home because of me. :D Thank you all la. You guys rock! :D The baked mashed potato was great and delicious. Loved it! But it was like super filling. Ate a few mouthfuls and I was full but of course, I tried to finish it. :)))

Thank you all. :) I had a great day. Once again, thank you for all of your wishes and your presents. Night night.

p.s: Thank you too! :)

I've been tagged!

2008-10-12T17:44:00.003+08:00

Stupid Hui and Ali. Im tagged. haha. Not once, TWICE!!!

SIHUI:
1.The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
- Koh Sihui a.k.a Dao hui :D

2. your relationship with him/her?
- Friends! Sec sch mate & friendship club mate!

3. Your five impression of him/her?
- 1)Kawaii, errrr, 2)siao, errrr, 3)like to laugh like me, errrr, 4)funny, errr, 5):D!

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
- Ehhhhhh.. celebrate my birthday? Hahah. I don't really know.

5. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
- Errr, I don't know? That she loves me??

6. you got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
- Ya, MUST MEET UP OFTEN! & BE HAPPY!

7. as a friend, what he/she has to improve on?
- Always look on the bright side of life * whistles *.

8. if he/she became your enemy, you will?
- How will she be? Too kawaii like me already.

9. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
- Already say won't right? Don't purposely lehhhh.

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
- Get her to laugh.

11. your overall impression of him/her is?-
- Hen hao! Very Good! No laa.. Lol. She's nice.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
- Let's laugh together. WAHAHA.

13. the characters you love of yourself are?-
- Always laughing.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?-
- Lazy.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
- God! As in the characters of God not be A GOD. LOL!

16. for people who care and like you, say something to them.
- I LOVE YOU ALL! Keep loving me! Wahaha.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you .
1) Alicia [again!!]
2) Sammie [purposely!]
3) Qiannn [purposely!]
4) Ruru!!
5) Amelia WUNNIE
6) Esther
7) Fel
8) Twinnie
9) Jane
10) Nathan

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
- Jovi la!! hahha.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
- Female!

20.If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- Wahhhh. That is.... a little bit impossible. It will become a JIE DI LIAN ( Brother-Sister relationship)

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
- IT same class as me what! :D

22. When was the last time you had a chat
- NOWWWW!

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
- Errrrr.. I don't know leh. I only know about the Hot Shot Superman HAHA. Ni shi LOSERR~

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
- Yes, an older brother.

25. Will you woo no.3?
- Yes, only if Im a guy!

26. How about no.7?
- NO LA. She's my cousin ok!

27. Is no.4 Single?
- Nope!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
- Chen

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
- Digimon-ing. Tsk tsk. See la. Never grow up.

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
- Errr, they don't know each other. So how would I know?

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
- Temasek Poly.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
- My JIE MEI, BFF. Friends since sec 1. 5 years and still counting :D

33. Where does no.9 live at?
- I don't know. Simei?

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
- I don't know. Black?

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
- Nope. But they can! :D

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
- Nope.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Wahahaha. If I say yes, she'll be so happy. So I'll say No! Hahaha. Kidding la. I don't know.

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
- Er, I don't know? With her bf again? Hahaha.

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Tsk tsk. Now for Ali. HAhaha.

1.The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
- Alicia Low wan yi.

2. your relationship with him/her?
- BFFs!

3. Your five impression of him/her?
- 1)Retarded 2)Siao 3)Crazy 4)Lame 5)Cannot stand her!

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
- Many lehhhhhh. Hmmmm, most recent one, MY BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!

5. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
- That I am her BAOBEI and that SHE LOVES ME! :D

6. you got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
- Ya, BFFs forever ok!

7. as a friend, what he/she has to improve on?
- STOP BEING SO SOTONG ALREADY! :D

8. if he/she became your enemy, you will?
- Cannot be la. We've been enemies before. Hahaa. Anyway, she's my BFF, so cannot.

9. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
- Already say won't right? Don't purposely again lehhhh.

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
- Look out for good guys for her!

11. your overall impression of him/her is?-
- CHAO BANG DE BFF!

[I shall repeat from here about myself :D]
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
- Let's laugh together. WAHAHA.

13. the characters you love of yourself are?-
- Always laughing.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?-
- Lazy.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
- God! As in the characters of God not be A GOD. LOL!

16. for people who care and like you, say something to them.
- I LOVE YOU ALL! Keep loving me! Wahaha.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you .
1) Jovi
2) Sebas!
3) Ming Yan!
4) Elaine
5) Yvonne
6) Eliza
7) Cindy
8) Manfen
9) Sarah
10) Finaz

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
- No one!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
- Female!

20.If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- Yucks that will be damn gross.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
- IT same class as me what! :D

22. When was the last time you had a chat
- 10th of Oct, he's birthday!

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
- Errr, I don't know. Mix of english and chinese.

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
- Yes, many. But Esther should know best! :)

25. Will you woo no.3?
- Yes, only if Im a guy!

26. How about no.7?
- Hahhaa.. Haiiii. Why is it a girllll. Haha! Kidding. I will, if Im a guy!

27. Is no.4 Single?
- Yes!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
- Wah!

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
- Hmmmm, I don't know? Shopping?

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
- Yes! They're very close! Penguins family! :)

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
- Temasek Poly.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
- Est's bf. My soon to be cousin-in-law. Hor? hahaha.

33. Where does no.9 live at?
- Wilkison Road! RIGHT??! :D

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
- I don't know. Alot leh. Black too?

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
- Nope! :D

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
- Yes, I think.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Wahahaha. If I say yes, she'll be so happy. So I'll say No! Hahaha. Kidding la. I don't know.

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
- Er, I don't know? Watching her tv? :)

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Done la! Like finally. Wahaha. Please do the questions people who are tagged! :)

Surprise party!

2008-10-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

First of all, this is going to be a longggggg post. I think. If you're not ready for it.. please don't read on. Haha! Back from my class chalet with my cliques. Woooooo. It was a fantastic one. Just spell F-U-N!

First day of chalet, I was told to meet up with them at 7 plus. Heard of the arguements sam and her bf were having from ali. I was so worried for Sam because Ali said that she locked herself in the chalet and no one could enter. The guys just went off and were pissed with Sam because she didn't let them in and their bags were super heavy! Was thinking what could I say when I was at the doorstep at the chalet when.. I got busted.

While entering the chalet room of C1316, the place was dark. There, Sam appeared with a lighted cake and everyone started singing loudly, "Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you...." Soooooo, things started getting clearer. Alicia's dumb idea on how to lie to me! Haha. Qian was saying that Dion mentioned about Alicia trying to lie to somone. Like will it ever succeed? Cos' it seems that no one would fall for it. Therefore, I am dumb! Hahahaha. Alright, I've officially been SURPRISED! I was in total shock. Words started coming out of my mouth, like just blurrrr words. Haha. Cut the cake and gave to everyone. Blur enough, I went to Ivan and said, " * Laughing * Happy birthday. " Oops! Sky and Ivan started laughing like mad.

I was really really lost and shocked and of course, I can't believe that I fell for Ali's trick. Haha! Seems like they planned this for a long time and it was Ali's idea. :) Ali asked me to start looking around for 3 paper cards. I only have 5 mins.. there I went, searching here and there. Of course I managed to find them all. & lastly, there was the gifts! Obviously, it was in the cupboard! Haha~ Then we played games! Charades was first in the line! Haha. Then came, Honey, I love you! Then, there was like blackjack.

Thanks Desmond and Nelson for coming! & your cute little Tigger! haha. Thanks so much for staying and joining us! :D

Sam and her bf drove the girls home! Dion left earlier leaving Qian, Ali and me. Ohoh, anyway, they didn't quarrell until they started smashing everything in the room and might have to pay for them. Haha! Ali's idea again. Anyway, so cool la. Sammie was super steady, cool sehh~ :D

Second day of the chalet was BBQ day! Reached at around 1 plus. The guys.. WERE NOT READY YET! Haha. So one by one, they went to bathe while Ali and me waited for them. Sam was on her way when we went to NTUC to get bbq stuff. Wooooo, it was fun. But I did something super retarded. So we went to the section where there were potatoes. I was just choosing which pack of potatoes to buy. Didn't notice another lady at the side who was buying vegetables. Sebas and the rest were behind her. So, after choosing the pack of potatoes to get, I turned and just dumped the potatoes into the lady's basket! Ali was like EHHHH! I was still very slow for like 5s. Then, I realized what I did. Everybody was like.. wah lao this Emerlyn ah. AHAHAHA~ That was soooooooooo embarrassing. I couldn't stop laughing and I just wanted to get away quickly! Luckily, the lady wasn't someone very fierce, if not i think she would be scolding me already! Haha. My goshhhh. Can't believe Im that blur. Okkk.

Headed back to the chalet to put the food when Jonathan, Azlan and Jia Jin came. Slacked for a while when we went to get lighter and some other stuff. Started the bbq at around 6.30pm. Thanks Ivan! Haha. He started the fire for us. He was zai. Ohoh, at first was Shi Kang! Thanks Shi Kang! He's our very own C191 Satay man! Haha. The last bbq we had ah, whoa, he was bbq-ing the food like some uncle la. Haha. Okkkk, then more people came. Qian, Sky, Ahmad, Randy.. Woooo~ Many! :) Had fun bbq-ing, chatting, laughing~ Really a great time to catch up with them!

Third day, the last day of chalet. Met them at Bugis to go to the Minds Cafe when Sam and Ali found out that it was not available! Went all the way to Dhoby Gaut at Prinsep St. :D Funnnn~ Haha. We played Taboo and Jenga, the Truth/Dare version. Super funnn~ Sorry guys, I wasn't on for the video thing. Haha. Didn't want to be video-ed. I don't know why also! I was super tiredddd. Didn't have enough sleep la..

Slacked after that at Plaza Sing all the way until 8pm when we all left. :) The conversation we had at Mos burger was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr legendary because never would I have thought we will talk something like that. Haha. I won't say it here. So grossss~ & I was being dumb again telling them about my childhood days when I was in primary school. Hahahahaha!

Met Liping and the girls today! :) Sooooo fun, chatting and getting high just by chatting. Super retarded! We were just laughing everytime we talked. Thanks Yiru, Sihui, Sarah, Elaine, Eliza, Yvonne, Cindy, Jesper and Teck Li for the present! Really like them alot! Thanks for remembering my birthday too! :D

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Now, here is a message to thank everybody for coming to the chalet! :D

Ivan & Sky:
Thanks for the presents and for coming all the way to celebrate my birthday! :) Really really appreciate it! To Sky, even though I've like only known you for a while, glad that we knew each other and that you were always so on for things! :D Xie le Tian Kong Ge Ge! To Ivan, Wahahah. From Brd until now.. Thanks so much for taking care of me and stuff. You were great! Thanks you toooooooooo!

Sebas:
Thanks for the presents and coming for the chalet too! Thanks for offering to bbq too! The food was great!! It was great having you as a classmate. Always so crazy! Haha. & after you know Nicholas Lim, you're even more crazy!! Everyday, screaming song lyrics and acting as if you're a guitar rockstar! Haha.. Cannot stand your craziness because it keeps me laughing for like days! No matter how crazy you were, I am really really happy to know you. You were great Sebas! :D HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAYYYYY!!!

Desmond:
Thanks for the presents and coming for the chaletttttttt. It was great having you in C191! Heeee. You're super random la. Always have to depend on your mood because you were always acting so emo in school. But anyway, had a fun time in Sentosa with you and the rest! You're great la! :D Stop staring at hot babes ok! Hahaha~ Yayyyyy! Im super happy to know you too!

Harald:
Thanks for the presents and coming for the chalet! You and your retardness.. Whoaaaa, I cannot stand you also. Hahahaha. Always making me laugh like mad! Finally, I got to see you not styling your hair and that is super hilarious! :D You were great la! Hahaha. Always disturbing me and making me laughing. It was great knowing you and having you in C191. DJ Max pro man this Harald. AHahhaha. You rockkkkk~ (((((((=

Shi Kang:
Thanks for the presents and coming for the chalet! You! Another one! Hahaha. Another one who would make me laugh alot! Your laughter and body movements = Fei Mao! hahahaha. & now you're garlic bread man! :) Thanks for always sharing your unhappy moments with me, for trusting me.. Ni hen bang! :D Great to have you as a classmate too man! This guy is zai also man! He's bbq-ing skills is YI JI BANG ONE! hahaha. Thanks for bbq-ing for us toooooo. Always there helping righttttt. :D SHI KANG SUD SUD EH~

Nicholas:
Thanks for the presents and coming for the chaletttt~ You're also some retarded person la! Hahha. But you're a very nice korkor. :)) Not putting on airs, always being very niceeeeeeee! Until I start disturbing you. Then now ahhhh. buay tahan you. You high only you talk like nobody's business! All your Ah Beng actions and words.. WAH WAH WAH! Hahaha. You and Shi kang = Ah Beng look-a-likes! Hahaha! Now always suan-ing me! But you're still very nice la! :D Really greattttttt to have you as a classmate in C191! Ni ye shi zai de! Nicokelas.. POWERRR~

Bernard:
Thanks for the presents and coming for the chalet! Wahhhh, this is like the don't know how many-th time Im saying this already. Okkk, you and yr sissyness. Wahhhhh! & your crunchy crunchy roll roll you you tube tube. Wahhhhhhhhh~Madness la Bernard! Hahaha. You were our make-me-laugh-like-mad machine! We are bus mates! Haha. Always taking bus together! Thanks for like having patience with me even though I always making you wait for me! Haha! Stop getting yourself to be darker! Keep it like that la! Haha. You're alsooooo very very nice! haha. Always smiling like me but you worse because YOU CANNOT STOP SMILING! heeeee. Really great to know you and have you in C191. Bernard = SISSYBOY! Ohoh, & he's bird. Hahaha. Birdddddddddd, you're BAGUS!

Randy:
This is my moley twin. Hahaha! It was our own declaration but thanks to Qian for spotting it! Hahaha. He's always laughing at me and even when we chat on msn too, he can never stop! :) Thanks for coming and the presents! Hahaha. This personnnnn, wahhhh, ask me on this cake survey. Then tell my Gfs that I don't like CHOCOLATE! Omgosh, I LOVE CHOCOLATE CAN! Hahaha. Although I only know you for a short while, it was great to know you toooo! Thanks for trusting me as well. :D & its RARE TO HAVE SOMEONE WHO HAVE THE SAME MOLE AT THE SAME SPOT AS YOU! Hahaha. Stop laughing at me alreadyyyyy. :) Randy = Rundy! && you're Randy the Brandy and Rundy. AHhahaha. Thanks! YOU = GREAT!!

Nathan:
This is my new found friend. Always telling me retarded stuff. I cannot stand you also ahhhh! Hahaha. Even though you couldn't come, thanks for the present too! :) Wahhhh, u and yr KFC. Hahaha. It was great knowing you! & even though people PURPOSELY want to scandal you and me, hahaha, we got a clear conscience can liao! :D Thanks for everything! Great to have you as a friend and thanks for trusting me too in telling me things! Dont listen to Randy!! I LOVE CHOCOLATE CAKE OK! HAHAHAHA! You will always be N-A-T-H-A-N! Hahaha. Thank you! Nathan ye chao bang de!

Dion:
This is Dion, a mate from my sec sch! Haha. She's a blur, innocent and cute girl! Hahaha. She's very nice too! :D Thanks Dion for chipping in for the present and coming for the celebration! Even though I don't really know you, it was great to know you afterall through Qian! Haha. More outings ahhhhh~ Heeeeeee. You're great!! Top scorer in Brd!

Qian:
My BFF! :D Thanks Qian for bearing with my nonsense last time. It was great to have you in friendship club, netball, TP! & IITSC. Hahaha. You're always like laughing at your own jokes and thats where Alicia started getting all her laughing-at-your-own-jokes thing. Haha. & Ali's spitting friend! HAha. Your saliva like ALOT ONE LOR! Hahahaha. Kidding. I think its really cool to know you even more now and to know that you were always there for me! Thanks for coming and joining us in the celebration. & alsoooooo not getting angry when you had to wait for me! Experienced many things with you as well. Haha. Your make-up! Rmbbbb, I was your guinea pig! hahaa. Anyway, Qian WAN SUI! Hope that our relationship together as BFFs with Ali & Yiru will continue to go and never stop! Love you! :D

Ali:
My BFFFFFFFFFF! :D Seee Ali! Yr 'F' ahhh, is ALOT ALOT! Because we really go through together alot! Always quarrelling(last time) but always back together again.. Each time we quarrell, we got even closer. We're friends for like.. what? 5 years now! & how I wished I knew you earlier! Hahaha. Its really like fate for us to be in the same class now! :D Not only that, speaking of project mates and the same cca.. Both of us are like inseperable! Hahaha. Not forgetting Qian, Yiru and Sam too la! :D Im really really glad that you were always there for me, always worrying for me and always taking care of me! You and QYS are like a family to me! :D Thanks for planning this birthday surprise for me. It's the best of all! You got me! I was really surprised and shocked! Of course, Im touched by the things you did. Having to go all the way to get people to write their wishes, print my CUI photos( I will get you for that!!! hahaha! ), getting my presents and spending so much time on everything. Thank you for treating me like your family, always asking me to join you fo family dinner and outings. Thanks for always not getting angry with me when Im late.. I cannot be thankful enoughhh. You're the best girlfriend ever! Just this little words ahhh, I cannot say finish but if I don't end yours nowwww, people are going to scold me! HAhaha. Love you Ali! Jie mei forever! :D THANKS ALOTT!

Sam:
ANOTHER BFF! :D I also wished that I would have known you earlier! But thank God, its not too late to know you now too! Haha. You're always so ON for everything. Always willing to share your problems and Im really really glad that you trust me so much! I still remember there was once where there was only you and me! We went to have dinner together, just you and me! I think cos' Ali had something on. I don't know you rmb not. BUT IT WAS FUN! :D Thanks for planning with Ali all these, spending time to get my present, do the board, preparing so much things for me. It's great to even be closer with you and have you as a BFF! Haha.. Through all the unhappiness we had with each other, WE WERE CLOSER AS WELL! Thanks for bearing all my nonsense, being my project mate and joining the same CCA! Its justt... GREAT AND FANTASTIC AND MAGNIFICENT AND BAGUS AND wahhhh.. too many words to describe already. ahhaha. I really treasure this friendship and you! :) Thanks so much once again for everything! YOU'RE MY SAMMIE! :D LOVE YOU BFFFFFFFF!

Ruru:
Although you couldn't come, I was happy enough to receive your wishes! We were like super close in secondary school. Haha. Always sharing our love problems together! :D You were never like discouraging me from anything. You were always there to support me, scold people I didn't like or things people did. Another BFF la! :D Heeeeee. So now, because we're in different schools, the times we get to meet gets even lesser and lesser.. But who cares? Doesn't mean we dont meet up, our relationship will go BOOM! Hahaha. Im just really happy to know you man! :D To be friends with you and to be GIRLFRIENDS together as wellllll~ Eh eh, not lesbian la! Hahaha. Thank you for your present toooooo! I just hope that we will keep in touch and meet up often during our holidays! :D Will I regret being friends with you? NEVER! Thanks so much for everything tooooo! You're the best Ruru I can ever get! hahahaha. Netball, school.. ahhh~EVERYTHING! Love you Ruru! :D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :))

2008-10-06T04:18:00.001+08:00

It's my mummy's birthday! Whhheeeee~ Im sure she was very happy! Her expression tells it all. Haha. Ali was super retarded. She told me to tell my mum that she loves her. Like who would say that kind of thing?! I mean she's my best friend but to my mum, abit funny! hahaha. Anyway, the thing is..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! You're the best mummy God has given me. Although I always argue with you, I know that you still love me alot. && that your naggings are the best thing in my youth. Although it's kind of irritating to me NOW, but Im sure I'll be like you soon. Haha. May you grow in the Lord and be more like Him. You're the mummy I would always want because you're the strongest one and the only one who would show the word, 'WORRY' on your face! You are the zai-est! :D Love you mum!

That's my zai mum! :D Heeeeee. Anyway, chalet with my cliques is just in a few hours time! :) Cant wait to see them since it was a long time before I met them again! I think my laughing machine will keep me going on again la.. That's obvious! Haha. & of course, SAMMMIIEEE! Can't wait can't wait.

Watching Gokusen now. Thanks to Ming Yan and Ali for introducing this to me! :D It's nice. Cos' there's my Matsujun and Shun inside! heeeee. The teacher's so cool. Yankumi!

Nathan was super random with his KFC. Ahhhh, I think he needs a psychiatrist! Haha. Ohoh, and now Randy is my same-mole-twin! Cool right! I thought of that myself. So after TBC, i gained like ALOT ALOT of friends. :) SO coolll. Hope to know them even better though. Alright, take care everybody! See ya'll real soon~ ALL THE BEST TO CJ, TERRENCE, DYLAN, WEILONG, HANRONG, LENNARD.. I can't rmb liao. ALL THOSE TAKING THEIR Os. Jiayou ok!! GAMBATEI!

Sometimes I really do think alot,
thinking whether I should take a step back,
to let time do the talking,
but I want to be firm,
That step should be forward,
that's what I think,
I should believe in.

Outings and more outings!

2008-10-04T01:02:00.004+08:00

This whole week has been a massive outbreak of outings! Haha. Been out with my classmates, room mates and girlfriends!

Monday -
Out with Ruru, Qian and Ali. We were just chatting about having our drama sessions. I think it's quite impossible though. Each of us are stuck with our own programmes! Anyway, we had a fun outing! :D Catched Bangkok Dangerous. Okok! I know Im slow but.. not bad lah. :) Headed off to Macs to chill and chat when we saw Harald, Sebas and Desmond. They joined us and chat for what seemed like ages man. Ruru left after a while because she wanted to go home. ): Hope to chat more with her soon! Back to Harald, Sebas and Dessy.

They were hanging around for movies but none were to their interest. Harald was as usual la. Tsk tsk, retarded. Haha. Chatted alot. They left and it was down to three of us again. Headed back to TP for the basketball match Sky and team were playing. Sadly, there wasn't any because the other team didn't turn up.

Then the trouble happened. We were just comfortably relaxing, shooting.. when Desmond came to challenge Qian in the 2 pointer zone. Desmond won Qian and soon after, Desmond dislocated and fractured his arm within seconds! It was fast but I caught it all. He wanted to hook on to the metal stand of the basketball board but he slipped his hands and fell straight to the ground, landing with first his palm and then his arm. Ouch! I didn't dare to move and I just sat on my spot. I was just wondering what's the commotion about when everyone crowd around him. There he was, with his arm on the ground, not able to move and the joint immediatly swell! Sky was shouting for a phone to dial for the ambulance. Poor Desmond. Caught up with him in the hospital after he was admitted. He's better now, resting at home. :) Thank God!

Wednesday -
The sentosa outing was inclusive of 7 people -- Nic, Dessy, Sebas, Harald, Bernard, Ali and me. Guess what? Only 4 turned up. The 4 were Sebas, Dessy, Ali and me. Thanks Sebas and Dessy for coming! If they didn't turn up, I think the whole outing WILL be screwed up. Thanks Bernard, Harald and Nic for SLEEPING THROUGH! Lol. Nic just switched off his phone and bernard didn't even call back at all. Well, Harald joined us for dinner. That's better! Haha. Oh, anyway, we played captain's ball, soccer and volleyball. Quite fun though. :) Slacked throughout and tried to get a tan which wasn't really successful. The tan was on my face! Minor one. The sun was just out for hours till around 5pm when it finally surfaced out from the clouds!

There was some commotion around at Sentosa. Oh, I haven't mentioned, we went to Palawan beach. Everywhere is filled up with Indians and more indians. Ok, not indians, but bangladesh-ies. Wooo~ It was flooded with them. Hari Raya, their off day. These bangladesh-ies are really people who are cheeky and persistant. There was this group of people, who had 3 hot babes wearing their bikinis playing volleyball and heading into the sea for a dip. These bangladesh-ies just can't stop staring at them as if they were some celebrities. Ok, their bodies are definitely HOT. But, it was too much. There were kids around and they wouldn't budge. Some started taking it for a free show, standing there to stare. Im sure the girls were fed up.

There was this particular bangladeshi who stood there to take pictures, MANY and wouldn't move even though her guy friends told them to stop taking pictures and go away.

There was another group of girls who couldn't stand another group of bangladesh-ies who wouldn't stop following them to snap pictures of them as well. They were in their bikinis too.

The second group of girls headed to the lifeguard to tell the whole situation to him. He asked them to delete the pictures and scram. As that group of girls were walking over, the first group's guy's friend went over to the lifeguard too, to complain. The lifeguard came and the indian man didn't run. The lifeguard got his phone and checked for the photos. I think there were MANY MANY of them. The matter was blowned up when the girls wanted to pursue the matter, I think. Im not quite sure.. I was about 3m away from them. The rangers of Sentosa came over to bring him to the police. Before that, this bangladesh was crying and begging like nobody's business. Then, one of the guy from the group started scolding him when he got the whole picture. He was away swimming when the other friend reported about the bangladesh. Apparently, he was super fed up with them too. He started scolding him with a lot of vulgarities. Fierce like a blazing sun would burn you. Bangladesh man was really afraid. He begged and hugged the lifeguard, rangers and the fierce friend of the girl's leg. In the end, the bangladesh was brought away by the rangers. Show's over.

I was kind of blur and shocked. Haha. Sebas was also unhappy. Actually, I thought that both sides were in the wrong. But I just thought of it in another way. I was thinking that the girls shouldn't have worn that bikini because they know it will attract men looking towards them. They are sure to encounter such problems. But then, they wanted to get a tan and its not like they are the only ones wearing the bikinis. There are older women in it. The bangladesh-ies around are also too much. It's their holiday, it's like a very rare holiday for them since they had to work almost everyday.. I don't know. They shouldn't be doing such things. The friends of that orange shirt bangladeshi were too much. They left him there to settle things himself. Calling them back for help seemed to be useless because they didn't come back for him. I was sure they were afraid as well.

Anyway, we left at around 6pm and headed to Katong's Astons for dinner. The food's good! :) and definitely not expensive! I couldn't eat much because of the dinner at home so I went for Beefy Jack's Burger instead. The rest got themselves main dishes. Shiok! Slacked outside Katong Mall because they couldn't decide where to go. I was heading home. Sebas started turning crazy, jumping around like he always did, strumming his hands as if he was holding on to a guitar and that he was a rockstar. Haha! Super funny! Dessy and Harald swung him.. I couldn't hold my laughter. The truth is, it was fun, out with them!

Thursday -
The same 3 of us with Jane went to Minds Cafe at Bugis. Thanks Jane for organizing this outing! It was suppose to be a room mates outing! But Joycelyn had work and Gloria didn't turn up because she felt weird. Hope she would join us for the next outing! Anyway, we played lots of boardgames! Great la! Haha. Had Cluedo, True Colours, Ugly, Taboo and more I guess. Can't remember all. So fun! In true colours, we finally have a head of our mo qi(team spirit). Haha. Among us girls, we definitely have a clear and direct decision that were all made having the same thoughts! Haha. Headed to Bugis Food court for dinner. Chatted and slacked. Jane had to go ): Next, we went window shopping and to the basement for some desert. Slacked at a donut outlet which I forgot! The three of us just sat there and slacked till 9pm when Ali's mom came to fetch us home. Thanks Aunty Ivy! It was fun just sitting there to chat with the 2 of them. Feels that my relationship with them has gotten even deeper. AHAHA. Mine's Best! Qian's Friends and Ali's Forever! So cool. That mentions my nick in msn.

Anyway, I can't thank God enough for the grace He has given me. I've slacked so much, not finding a job and wasting much of my time. But He did motivate me many times. Thank You! :) He's just so wonderful.

One more thing, I can't seem to thrust away that anger. There's too much of it in me but it only happens when he's back late and unconscious. I hate the fact, hate the fact that he don't seem to think of us and only himself. Even her, she just cannot understand why I have to talk so rudely to him. But would she ever think from my point of view, of how Im thinking and sick of it? Time will tell. Ahhhhh, Emerlyn shouldn't be pessimistic! That's not in her genes!

Alright, enough of myself. Take care everybody! Holidays are finishing soon. Hope to have an outing with my Tikey soon too. Seems like our group hasn't been having much outings because everybody is so busy. ): See ya'll soon. Ok, now Im agreeing that my blog is like some composition blog.

Random:
A conversation with Nathan!

Me: So what movie did you all catch?
Nathan: Loll I draw you guess
Me: Lol. Ok.
Nathan: * DRAWS A FOX *
Me: LOL! What is that sia? Wait.
Nathan: Loll.
Me: Fox? What is that?
Nathan: Correct. Loll.
Me: What movie did you all watch?
Nathan: Painted skin.
Me: FOX? PAINTED SKIN? What sia??
Nathan: ahahaha. In the show, at the ending got the fox. Then I draw that lor.
Me: But I havent watch the show! HOW U EXPECT ME TO KNOW THE FOX?!
Nathan: Lolll.

Whoa. I buay tahan this Nathan. Anyway, Nathan is Jonathan. :) BYEBYE!

Daryl's 21st Birthday!

2008-09-29T02:43:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BLESSED BIRTHDAY DARYL! :) Finally, reaching 21 and it's definitely the coolest feeling ever because you're able to join voting now! Haha. Kidding. It was a fun time over at his chalet. Shall get pictures from him soon. The food was great and the activities too! I was just trying to picture what my 21st birthday celebration would be like! Haha. That's so far.. 4 years to go! Im still not 17 yet!

Talking about birthdays, mine is approaching! :D Yayness! Woohoo~ Cant wait to celebrate with all my loved ones. I was just telling Fel off for forgetting EMERLYN WUN'S birthday! Haha. Kidding! But seriously, the only cousins who sent me a birthday wish was Esther and Ju. The rest.. like 16th Oct is some.. aiya go-out-with-friend day or or watch-tv-day or or slacking day! Haha. Then, when its Sam's birthday..

Fel-to all the cousins: What should we do for Sam?
Cousins: Celebrate at Ah Po house la.

See see see! Hahaha. Kidding la. I was just being retarded. My birthday always falls on the day where I was having my EOY. It was super irritating because I CAN NEVER celebrate it on my actual day! This time.. I FINALLY CAN! It's also within my holiday. Heehee.

F1 in Singapore was great! I think it's cool to have one because you know how small Singapore is right? Having one makes it COOOOLL! Shows that no matter how small Singapore is, WE CAN STILL HAVE THINGS LIKE F1 ok! :D Heeeee. Was upset when Kimi was out when there were just a few more laps to go! But he did great la! You can never understand racers on the racing cars. The pressure they are going against with that high speed fly off, when is the appropriate time to overtake your opponent, the right place/the right turn/the right effect and you have to have a good strategy to plan when you should take off for the pit stop. Seeeee, not easy ok! I think they are really cool people. I always watched Michael Schumacher when he's still racing. Although he has retired, he will always be my number one racer! :) He's the best ok! One word -- ZAI

Having alot more outings soon. Tomorrow's with Ruru. :) Cant wait to see Sam too! & the GIRLS from friendship club and my TP MAGs 7 & Clique! Ohoh & 12 Oct!! To catch the special episode of Hana Kimi. Yayyyyyyy~ Take care everybody! God bless!

Days of daze
have soon drifted
Because I choose to go
than to wait and see
But I believe one day
You will finally know
What I've chosen was right for you.
In my heart,
there was never a second
because you were the first and last afterall.

4EC Class Chlaet!

2008-09-26T15:46:00.003+08:00

Im back from the chalet and it was a really great one. Couldn't go on Monday because I've got to go to school but I went on Tuesday instead, after my competition. Congrats Cup kickers because we won both matches :D & we're off to the FINALS! Woohoo, everybody did great man! Was super happy!

Tuesday! -
Then I had to go down to the chalet already. We're giving Cindy a surprise for her birthday! :) Reached the chalet at around 11pm. Bathed and got ready to surprise her! Hahaha. When the clock striked 12am, Elaine and the rest came in with the cake to surprise Cindy! Man, I was sure she was shocked! The best thing of it was having the guys to join in as well! Hahaha. They were cheering for Cindy like, ' Cindy Poh HUAT AH!!! ' Funny! But, great la, they were all so steady!

Slacked downstairs with the guys. Chatted and played Poker. We were super retarded la! Kept dumping coins in to play when we know we're not playing with any money! Hahaha. The girls came down and join us. Then we decided to head upstairs to play games. Marcus and Jesper joined us since the rest of the guys were playing games on xbox and laptop. Played Murderer, the one you had to blink your eye. Super funny. Many didn't know how to wink their eyes! Especially Cindy, she blinked both her eyes and was expecting me to like die. I was kind of confused like whether to put out my card or just think that something is wrong with her eyes. Then, she stared at me.. so I flipped my card opened. Hahaha. Then, Elaine also died. Cindy is zai lor. She killed both Elaine and me but the REST NEVER MANAGE TO SEE OR CATCH HER! =.= Then we played Murderer with the squeezing of hands. This was the fun one because to be able to catch the murderer was kind of difficult. You won't know where the murderer started the squeezing. I was known as the mass spammer. I kept spamming lots of squeezes to kill people even before the rest could join back the holding of their hands when one of them died and have to leave the joined circle. Haha. Next, I taught them the number game. Haha. The number of people playing were too little la.. If not, the shouting of numbers would be more difficult! Either two or more people kept shouting the numbers together. :)

The aircon in the girls room was SUPER COLD! I cant stand it. My nose was blocked and I couldn't breathe! At 6.30am, I woke up and when downstairs to complain. Haha. I sat there staring at them watching their videos. Then, I told them after a while that Im going back to sleep again because Im too tired. Haha. They were like wondering whether was I ok not.

Wednesday! -
Next day, woke up at 10.15am. Although I was very tired, I forced myself to wake up! Bathed and headed out to eHub to eat at New York New York to celebrate Cindy's birthday! MY CASH WAS RUNNING LOW. Zzzz.. I ate some beef burger thingy. Nice la.. The burger was SUPERB. The manager, Gordan, he was very friendly and funny. Kept disturbing us. haha. He was telling us about the GM that he kept staring at us because he thinks that we're all so pretty. Whoa, at first I thought it was the cleaner la. Haha. Then the GM gave us free ice-cream. That was so unexpected. I kept telling the girls that it was because of our beauty that mesmerized the GM thats why he gave us the free ice-cream. The ice-cream was YUMMY! :D

Headed back to the interchange and got the guys food. Cup noodles. I felt bad la.. because they were really waiting for us and they were like.. wah lao, we didn't expect this lor. Then, in order to make up to them, I helped them to boil the water, add water and serve them like masters. Haha. At least, they were thankful! :D

Slacked downstairs with them until Elaine, Eliza and Yvonne came back. Bbq in-making! We started marinating the chicken wings. Ewwww, I didn't know that there were feathers stuck to their skins. Yvonne and I were like, 'how come have feathers one????' SUPER WEIRD LA. Then, we had to pluck them out! Haha. Slacked downstairs and played murderer again! This time with farhan and daryl. Farhan was SUPER SUPER FUNNY! It was their first time playing this game.

Round 1
We all joined our hands together after getting our cards. Then, Farhan was like..

Farhan: I thinking who should I kill
Me: * burst out laughing like mad *
Everyone: * Abit stunned *
Me: Farhan! Why you say out you're the killer?!
Farhan: Oh ya hor! * Laughs *
Everybody: * laugh like siao *

Hahaha. Next round, Daryl was so excited can! Because he was the detective! Haha. I was already predicting that he was the detective! At around 7.30pm, we started the fire. It was supposed to be done like long time before! We're too late already! Fire was ready by 8 plus. Then, Nai Pa (Nanny Daddy, 9pm show @ Channel 8) started! Everybody chiong-ed to watch. Only Lecks, Farhan and me were bbq-ing for them. Alot of them helped also! :) The food was great! Marcus was a legend la because it was the first time I see him cooking! He helped with the boiling of spaghetti. Cool right! :D Thankfully, allll the food was finished! The girls took over the bbq pit while sihui and I went to join the guys to play bball. Hahha. It was fun la! Leck zhi is usually called Lecks for short then soon, Lecks became Legs and it was translated to chinese, so it became Jiao! Hahahha. Damn funny! I was disturbing him the whole time! Farhan, Daryl and Iris left. Played till there were only Kiatz, Jes and me. They were teaching me how to shoot. :) Sihui called us back for Murderer. This time there were Marcus, Teck li and Jiao(Lecks) with us. It was fun! :D

Played till we went upstairs to drink. Oh oh, and I think I was high. Haha. My first time drinking. Last day at chalet and it was drinking for me. I know what I was doing, just that I felt that my talking became really slow, my eyes were shutting like slowly also, then, my actions too. I couldn't walk straight. My first time and I was like out within just 2 cans of Carlsberg. The girls kept lauging at me. Haha. I could see that Jesper's face was SUPER RED like BAO GONG! He also kind of started talking weirdly. Kiat too. Jiao(Lecks) was super red. He couldn't walk straight too. My face didn't turn red but my eyes were super red. They started talking and Jesper revealed Shawn's secret. HAHA. The girls wanted to sleep when we were all trying our best to not sleep because it's the last day. Went downstairs and soon I started to get sober and the next minute, I was alright already. The guys wanted to sleep when Sarah, Cindy, Sophie and I were like trying our best not to sleep. So, we started to watch movies on Jesper's laptop. Zzz.. all were boring. Maybe because we were gonna knock out soon! The chair was TERRIBLE. SUPER SUPER TERRIBLE. Everywhere I turned, none of the positions I slept were acceptable! The girls took over the beds upstairs, the guys too downstairs and we were stuck and left with the hard chair.

We had no choice and soon we all were knocked out too. Sarah was telling me what we were doing. Apparently, she woke up many times! Haha. She told me that Cindy went to the toilet then when she was back I was on her sleeping on her place. haha! I couldn't stand the chair la! But I wanted my sleep more! Sophie kept scolding alot of vulgarities because of the chair. Hahaha! I kept sleeping upwards and moving to the edge of the chair. Uncomfortable! At around 7 plus or 8 we went upstairs since Cindy wasn't there already. She must have moved upstairs. So, we went upstairs to find small areas of the bed! Definitely, the bed was more comfy. Eliza was the first one to be seen awake! She went to the toilet and I took the chance to climb to the bed. I told her to let me sleep on the bed anddd pooof! I was out again in 1 minute, when Elaine started waking everybody up. I slept till 10 plus, finding almost everybody awoke, bathed and done! I was the last to bathe! Headed downstairs to checkout. Kiatwee had to go home for school while leeyee went home too. :( The rest of us, went to Kopitiam to have our breakfast. Then, headed down to Broadrick to celebrate Mdm Lim's birthday! :D Happy Birthday Mdm Lim!! Chatted with Mr Ong too! Whoa, so long.. I haven't seen him already! Miss them all! Haha, not leaving Mr Jonathan Lim too! He was punishing this naughty sec2 kid. Haha. && Mr Song! :D He recommended us to help him out!

-End of chalet-

The best thing of chalet was that I managed to bond with every single one of the girls and not leaving out the guys as well. It was really a great time to catch up with ALL THE GIRLS! :D The guys.. hahaha. aiya, we're all always cool with each other one. :D I still remember I was follow them for LAN at Grandlink. haha. Then, they will teach me how to play! Looking forward to the next chalet and more outings with them. Missing them all right now. :) They were great!

Next coming up, would be my mates from TP's chalet. :) Take care everybody! Update again soon! :D

Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

2008-09-22T18:02:00.003+08:00

Banzai! I finally finished my second drama. Hana Kimi :D Woohoo! It's the Jap version and it's ALOT ALOT better and nicer. Everybody acting in that show is definitely in the category of KAWAI. Whoa, their acting skills is YI JI BANG ONE! Totally extreme and zai. Wahaha. It really brings alot of laughter to me. Especially when Oguri Shun acting as Sano Izumi is someone very very cold in this show but later opened up and even join the competitions and this Maid Cafe. WHOA, I laugh till I buay tahan. Okok, I know I always laugh until I buay tahan. HAHA. Really love this drama la. Ohoh, & I learned more Jap words. Cooolll man.

Guess I shall stop my Drama Mode. Getting too much of me already. But that's because I really have nothing to do everyday. I don't plan to get a job because I have alot of things coming up soon and Im sure no company would hire someone whom they have to accomodate their time with.. right? Haha. I really have quite alot of things.. It's just that, in between, I've got nothing to do, PRACTICALLY NOTHING. Other than my laptop, books and tv at home, I guess I don't do any other thing as well. Slacking alot! Like seriously, ALOT. Until I feel so restless and lazy already. That's why after my chalet with 4EC, I better try my best to wake up early everyday, exercise and like be healthy!

My mother's like nagging at me almost everyday but what can I do? I really got nothing to do! Ya, I wake up late everyday and the next thing you will see me is in front of my laptop in my drama mode already. She feels that I don't do any other thing but just sit infront of my laptop. BUT WHAT CAN I DO!!! Don't tell me to rot and do nothinggggg. & Im really irritated by her doings. I know I shouldn't and I always want to be good but I end up talking like really rudely lah. I can't stand myself too.. Sometimes, parents don't really understand their kid. Yeap, I know, that's my point, to go and tell them my feelings but.. somehow I feel that I shouldnt too. It might get overrrr. I shall deal with myself and tell everything to God alone. Aiya, I know need to tell. He already knows.

Things are getting back to normal again. For once, I really thought I saw that hope in his face. But then, God is just testing me. Haha. Same thing, I fall back to my anger. That's badd. Yes, I knw. Definitely something I cannot curb within a short time. Have patience, I want to have patience too. Think I'll have to really really REALLY try my very best. Gambatei Emerlyn!

Today's Director's Cup for basketball. Wee you's team was playing! Woohoo! Congrats. Pi-pi-pipipi-pipipipi-pi-pi! Ok, now you must imagine <---- the 'pi' not the fart sound ok! But the whistle cheer. You know, you watch soccer in EPL, people always cheer like that? Ok, those who don't know, forget it. Those who know.. WHOA, EH YOU DAMN SMART. AHHAHA. Kidding. Ok, Wee you's team against Sunny's team 32-15. *APPLAUSES* Hahaha. All the best for the next one!

I miss my shows la. My catching of Hana Yori Dango and Hana Kimi. Now, Im like hoping that there's some part 3 or part 2 or something!! Hahaa. Mad right? Ok la. Tmr's captain's ball. Im really really excited! How how?! YOSH! I must GAMABATEI for it too! Got many pro defenders and players. That's what I heard la.. But I will still play my best. Qian, Ali, Randy, Jane, Matthias, Gloria and Raymond also ok! :D I don't know the other member! Haha. Get to know her better tomorrow bah. Alright, chalet for 4EC tmr. Don't know if I should go tmr or on wed instead. See my mama ba. Night everybody! Sayonnara!

Yiru :)

2008-09-20T17:03:00.001+08:00

Dinner was recollecting of memories on Thursday. It was done with Ruru! :) What a great time. Although it was short, I was glad that we got to meet up and chat. She's the sameeeeeee. Small. Haha. Hamster look alike right? Wahaha. Was supposed to slack outside Macs again when we had to go down to TM to meet up with Raymond to pass him the thumbdrive for the pictures. Whoaaaaa, tiring. Then slacked at Macs.

Ali was damn gross lah. She spit ice-cream into Qian's mouth! Hahaha. Super funny~ Whoa.. I cannot tahan her. Tsk tsk. Qian was like .. UGH, You spit ice-cream into my mouth la! HAhaha!

Ok, anyway, I watched finished HYD 1 & 2. WAH LAO! It's damn damn nice.. Ahhhhhh, Matsumoto Jun and Oguri Shun's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HANDSOME! Ahhhhhh.. Hahaha. :D Okkk, maybe I shall watch Hana Kimi next. Alright, update again soon. AHHHH, CAPTAIN'S BALL Director's Cup is comingg. I can't wait. Really really really can't wait. Sayonnara!

Matsumoto Jun as Domyoji Tsukasa
Oguri Shun as Hanazawa Rui

.*.right.*.here.*.waiting

Emo Day :)

Cambodia, Captain's ball, Colspah's birthday surprise

Marina Barrage, Cambodia gifts and travelling with the Time Traveller's Wife

Colspah's FUN & SUCCESSFUL Outing :D

F1 Rocks Singapore Concert

Leopard and their spots

Movie night out, K, Basketball

Yiru's 18th!

Jennifer's back!

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!

Projects now are not like 1+1=2

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DION AND AMBER!!

Action speaks louder than words.

PlayMax

HOLIDAYS MUAHAHA~

Random

Sharifah's 18th birthday!

Esther's 21st birthday!

School

Freshmen Orientation @ TP & Sentosa

To know and say...

Life and Death.

BBQ @ ECP

Basketball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CUI

Grandpa & Ah Yi's Birthday, TKPS Chalet & OLTC!

HBO FAN

HBO

Girls night & Movie night out!

Netball w SAFSA!

Blood Donation Day

Freedom.

Netball & Valentine's!

Study day!

You were never learning.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Sheng da's 18th birthday!

Netball Netball Netball!

Open House, Sam's birthday, Cousins outing and school!

TEAM TEMASEK! :)

):

Changi Airport & Sentosa!

Happy 2009!

Ip Man 葉问-咏春

Seoul Garden outing!

Exercise modeeee

Term tests are finally overrrrrrrr!

Ah mei's 16th birthday!

Continueing

Term tests.

Slackers!

TpRawks

Project madness!

For life? Maybe.

Twinnie

Running Spree

Life, vulnerable.

Deepavali~

Crap.

Sisters :)

School is back on!

Happy Birthday To Myselfffffff~

I've been tagged!

Surprise party!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :))

Outings and more outings!

Daryl's 21st Birthday!

4EC Class Chlaet!

Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

Yiru :)

..right..here.*.waiting